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sheyrasidik
read me if you can.
about the girl-next-next-door.
who is she?
Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:

affiliates
the people around her.
DylaAhmad AzuraLisha NanamiLyana Dee KakWani AbdulHakimHj
speak
silence is my sound..NOT!

archives
her past anthologies.
April 2005 April 2005
May 2005 May 2005
June 2005 June 2005
July 2005 July 2005
August 2005 August 2005
September 2005 September 2005
October 2005 October 2005
November 2005 November 2005
December 2005 December 2005
June 2006 June 2006
July 2006 July 2006
August 2006 August 2006
September 2006 September 2006
October 2006 October 2006
November 2006 November 2006
December 2006 December 2006
January 2007 January 2007
February 2007 February 2007
April 2007 April 2007
May 2007 May 2007
June 2007 June 2007
July 2007 July 2007
August 2007 August 2007
September 2007 September 2007
October 2007 October 2007
November 2007 November 2007
December 2007 December 2007
January 2008 January 2008
February 2008 February 2008
March 2008 March 2008
April 2008 April 2008
May 2008 May 2008
June 2008 June 2008
July 2008 July 2008
August 2008 August 2008
September 2008 September 2008
October 2008 October 2008
November 2008 November 2008
December 2008 December 2008
January 2009 January 2009
February 2009 February 2009
March 2009 March 2009
April 2009 April 2009
May 2009 May 2009
June 2009 June 2009
July 2009 July 2009
August 2009 August 2009
September 2009 September 2009
October 2009 October 2009
November 2009 November 2009
December 2009 December 2009
January 2010 January 2010
March 2010 March 2010
April 2010 April 2010
May 2010 May 2010
June 2010 June 2010
August 2011 August 2011
September 2011 September 2011
June 2013 June 2013
July 2013 July 2013
August 2013 August 2013
September 2013 September 2013
October 2013 October 2013
credits
clap my hands for you.
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Reflection.
Saturday, August 17, 20134:10 AM
Sometimes when i'm too free to think,
I'd do a self-reflection,
On how my life journey has been.
The many ups and downs,
The tears and laughters.
I must say that it's been a wonderful and adventurous journey,
With the exception of the many heartbreaking periods,
Of which i survived in each and every possible challenges that life could give.
I got down, got up again, like a roller coaster.
But i know, i live for the people i love and Allah.
There are many that cares for me with or without me knowing.
I am very thankful for the negative people that passes by,
For they taught me that i could actually face all the critics, 
With an open mind.
I am who i am after all.
I'd change for me and for Allah,
And there should be nothing else that could possibly matters.
Hence, i am living my life positively.
Should there ever comes a man who'll truly love me,
I shall accept his hand and pray that it'll last till Jannah.
What Allah has planned for me, i may never know.
But i know, the best has yet to come.


- Not giving up just yet. -
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Mercy
Friday, August 16, 201312:04 AM
Staring down,
At a picture of a lovely couple,
No idea on what or how to feel.
Then I smiled,
Thinking how happy he was by her side.
I am thankful,
That finally,
He've found the one who could make him whole.
Though I loved him dearly,
We weren't destined to be together.
I am grateful to Allah,
For the numerous lessons and challenges.
I know it meant to make me be a better person.
Insya'allah, i will be.

I shall live in peace now


- Things happens for a reason. -
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Bewildered.
Wednesday, August 07, 20131:30 PM
The fight yesterday was uncalled for.
NOW, i know how he thought and felt for me before.
It hurts so bad that i couldn't stop thinking about it.
Even though it was meant to be a test,
It slapped me back in the face.
I didn't realize how "cheap" i was in his eyes.
But, i couldn't prove anything to make him think otherwise.
Maybe they should make a new law.
Judging is a crime too.
But well, i guess it's too late now.

Anyhow, he's happier to where he belongs now.
And i am soo happy for him..
oh wait.
Am i? LOL.
I am so confused myself.
Of course, the love is still there.
How can i ever erase it just like that?
Maybe he never took my words seriously,
Or he just don't care?
Nevertheless, i'll still pray for him.
The very best, as he deserves it now than before.

Now, i know i deserve someone who's more worthy,
Who'll respect me,
Who'll never look through my past,
And accepts me the way i am.
And i know i'll change,
for the better of me.
Not for anyone else.

I've always learned to be forgiving,
but truth hurts.
And i don't know if i can ever forget the things you say.

P/S: I told you i could be a badass too. heh.


- You still don't know my story. Just please don't judge me that way. I never did, to you. -
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New Month, New Beginning.
Thursday, August 01, 20132:39 AM


Today starts a new month, new day and a new challenge.
The month i look forward to.
With the new position that i hold, the higher responsibilities i shall bear.
May this will keep me busy from thinking the unnecessary.

Ya Allah, I thank you for the blessings you've showered on me.
I gained the strength to finally moved on because of you.
I don't know if i deserve it all, but i'll make it all worthy.

And to you,
Forgive me for my harsh words.
Everyone tend to speak the truth when in angst.
I'll always pray for your happiness and health.
May Allah protect you always.
I'll always love you.


- It's time for me to shine. -
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