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sheyrasidik
read me if you can.
about the girl-next-next-door.
who is she?
Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:

affiliates
the people around her.
DylaAhmad AzuraLisha NanamiLyana Dee KakWani AbdulHakimHj
speak
silence is my sound..NOT!

archives
her past anthologies.
April 2005 April 2005
May 2005 May 2005
June 2005 June 2005
July 2005 July 2005
August 2005 August 2005
September 2005 September 2005
October 2005 October 2005
November 2005 November 2005
December 2005 December 2005
June 2006 June 2006
July 2006 July 2006
August 2006 August 2006
September 2006 September 2006
October 2006 October 2006
November 2006 November 2006
December 2006 December 2006
January 2007 January 2007
February 2007 February 2007
April 2007 April 2007
May 2007 May 2007
June 2007 June 2007
July 2007 July 2007
August 2007 August 2007
September 2007 September 2007
October 2007 October 2007
November 2007 November 2007
December 2007 December 2007
January 2008 January 2008
February 2008 February 2008
March 2008 March 2008
April 2008 April 2008
May 2008 May 2008
June 2008 June 2008
July 2008 July 2008
August 2008 August 2008
September 2008 September 2008
October 2008 October 2008
November 2008 November 2008
December 2008 December 2008
January 2009 January 2009
February 2009 February 2009
March 2009 March 2009
April 2009 April 2009
May 2009 May 2009
June 2009 June 2009
July 2009 July 2009
August 2009 August 2009
September 2009 September 2009
October 2009 October 2009
November 2009 November 2009
December 2009 December 2009
January 2010 January 2010
March 2010 March 2010
April 2010 April 2010
May 2010 May 2010
June 2010 June 2010
August 2011 August 2011
September 2011 September 2011
June 2013 June 2013
July 2013 July 2013
August 2013 August 2013
September 2013 September 2013
October 2013 October 2013
credits
clap my hands for you.
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What is Love?
Wednesday, June 19, 20132:40 AM
Really, what defines Love?
'Coz i've been out of love for YEAARRSS! and i seem to forget what it means.
It makes me insecure, controlling and confused.

 Of course, maybe the person who made me feel that way is part of the reason to why i'm feeling this way.
I'm in love, yet again. But not so sure if this feeling is legit. He's so far away from Singapore and yet i still believe this would work. Instincts? Yeah, prolly you can call it one. But still, TRUST is the major key word here. And after all i've been through with MEN? pfft. Definitely needs time. Trust = Time.

 There, stand a guy who i think i'm in love with or it's just a feeling to fill those gaps of loneliness in me, i'm not sure. Nice, gorgeous, sweet yet FAR. Yes, i mean long distance. I've no idea why i got into this mess but i think it's right. My inner-self says so. I'm not sure how long this would last or how true this guy is to his words, but i'm gonna try anyway.

 Confused. Yes. He made me feel whole today, and nothing the day after. Why? He never tells me. He just say  "be patient and wait for the outcome". NO freaking IDEA what he's up to and i HATE it. I hate to not know what's going on and yes, i feel deserted. Hanging, yes. He left me hanging.

 And, i chose to leave it to him and continue my life as per usual. Not wanting to think of him though deep inside, i miss him so. *crying inside*
It kills me. But, what else should i do? Pray for the better, and him the last one i would be with.

 And if you're reading this, Souhail. I love you. Yes, i do and i mean it. Please stop this torture. I don't know if i can take it anymore, though it's just been only days. This not-communicating and being patient, it's just not me. I am not patient and i need you. COME BACK. )':
-ALLAH, i surrender my all to you. Should this man be mine, then i'll wait for the happy moments that awaits me.-
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