why is it whenever i'm bored, you're the one i'll be missing?
i don't know why i'm still waiting.
i used to believe that we're fated for each other.
but i tend to think otherwise when i feel that you're into someone else.
i know i had to let it go someday.. but when?
yes, it hurts.
it hurts to know that i'm not the reason behind your smile.
my heart beats fast and hard like a drum whenever i browse your profile. (call me a stalker, i could care less.)
just to kill my sadness.
i viewed almost every pictures you have to stop missing you. (it doesn't help much)
it hurts in every way.
i know i have to let you go.
but why do i reject every possible man that could turn tears into smiles?
why am i still waiting?
i shall stop looking for answers and accept what fate has brought for me.
so long, my almost lover.
i'll never stop praying for your happiness.. and mine.
- ..and then i realize, you were never mine to begin with. -