turmoil.
Bad news after another.Dearest drummer's mum has just passed away.
Diharapkan dapat sedekahkan Al-Fateha kepada Allahyarhamha.
Semoga di tempatkan ke orang-orang yang beriman. Insyallah.
It really made an impact on me. I wasn't close to her but i know she's a very nice person. I felt really bad as i didn't take Ayie's situation seriously. Assuming that everything was sure gonna be all right. Poor him. I neglected him. How cruel was i. I pray and hope that he'll be a stronger and wiser brother, and son. May Allah protect him and his family. Amin.
Superhero haven't been online for quite some time. I used to think that ever since he's got a girlfriend, he didn't have time to go online. HAH! The fact is, he was having problems with his MSN. Oh well, i miss chatting with him..entertaining his nonsensical and irritating jokes. Gotta let him go, one day. heh.
So, i feel left out these few months. I've to admit. I didn't have anyone, and i mean ANYONE to pour out my happiness and sorrows with. Sad, huh? I've been keeping it all to myself. How torturing. I had no choice but to pour some, in here. It's unbearable. God!
Had misunderstandings with Kathy. I'm glad it's over. You're not the only one who feels abandoned. (:
Received a text message from Asri. He said he still couldn't meet me up to get his present and that he's totally sorry about it. He's going on course for a month. It teared my heart out. I may not know if i'll still be able to meet him the following month. I won't hope for more. It hurts to know what you've planned few months back, is still not happening now...for until god-knows-when. Well, i wish him well and hopes he reach to and fro, safely.
And... i'm gonna throw these tensions out at BDB's gig this Thursday at the Prince Of Wales. And of course, gonna spend some time with my BFFs and Fakhrin on the following week. Hope all of that can help me relax abit.
... above all, to be frank, i feel so unappreciated. Sometimes, having lots of friends can bring difficult and stressful times to yourself. I'm not saying i don't appreciate friendship. But i think i'm over-appreciating them until it felt like shit to see them leaving you out after some time. The worse part is, you've no idea where they've gone to!
-May the upcoming month brings better luck and happiness in my life.-