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good moorrnningg!
Wednesday, April 14, 20101:21 AM
MORNING, guys.
I know. It's late. I can't sleep. Had another pathetic argument with Superhero. I don't know why. At times i feel he's my saviour and the next, an enemy. We argue about the things we can refrain from talking about, but yet we did. Sounds childish, right? That's how we are sometimes. He loves to piss me, i love to piss him. He's just unpredictable, sometimes. Also, heartless. He just say the things he wanna say and that's that. The moment he said something i don't like, we argue. Most of the time, he still makes fun of it when i was serious about being mad. And he still irritates me out. I don't get it. Do you? Geez. Guys can be sooo... undescribable. Again, he warned me about something he've warned me too many times before. And he knew i'm not the KAYPO or the Gossip-Girl type. He's being a paranoid or something. And it pisses me off. People who know me, don't repeat the same mistakes they did. Once i said NO, means a NO. And when i've said i'm not like that, means i'm not. And if you have insecurities or having difficulties to trust me, then just buzz off. Sadly, that's what i did to him. I've said my good luck wishes and goodbye to him. He tried to make me laugh by pissing me off still, but it didn't get me. I stopped from chatting with him. After a few tries of making me talk, he gave up just like that. Offline. Not even a word of SORRY. Such an egoistic man. Sigh. Sometimes, i wonder. Is he a friend or a foe? Or maybe he's just a passer-by who attends to my boredom-ness on MSN. I don't wish him to be that way. He's my Superhero after all. And it means something when i've called him that. Surely must be a friend, a close friend or something like that. Does he even have a clue to why i call him that? Sheesh. I'd bet that's a NO. Well, i'll just carry on then. p/s: i've never enjoyed hating you. -Hating every bit of this moment.- |
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