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love you till the end.
Monday, August 31, 20093:49 AM
It's been almost a week i've been staying over at my dearest god brother's condo. Awesome place. I get to rest my mind for a bit. Still, problems keep coming. Family and boo. Things came abruptly. Wasn't really prepared for it. But i'm coping it well and i hope i can get through all these as days goes by, insyallah. I love my family, i love my boo. That is all i care.
Staying at a condo. WOW. Relaxation. Period. Really had a great time staying here. I'm not sure when i'm going home. hahs. Didn't know my god brother and wife loved me so much to let me stay here for as long as i want. Bought me stuffs and such. I've never felt this kinda love for sooo friggin' long. I'm glad to have known these two angels. Love them to bits. Days goes by, Her love for him gets stronger. No matter the problems they had, They made it through together. Things have been pretty rough for them lately, They managed to pull it through. She thanked ALLAH for everything. For giving her the love of her life, For the never ending arguments that made their love grew even stronger. She have him, and he has her. The love they have for each other, will never end. That is all she's praying for. Insyallah, everything's gonna be just fine. AMIN. -I love you like i've never loved before.- |
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Happy Birthday Aizat.
Sunday, August 23, 20094:41 AM
Hello all.
Firstly, i would like to wish Aizat a very Happy 23rd Birthday. A bless to have a birthday on the month of Ramadhan, ain't it? LOL. Let's see.. I spent my Thursday night at my god bro's condo. Was in a depression mode that time. Went home the next night. I had flu, headache, cough and a slight fever on Saturday. And i heard Belang missed me so. Like as if he knows i was in a very bad state, he laid next to me, waiting for me to wake up. Whenever he feels tired, he'll lie down on the floor, still in the room. He spent his day with me. It feels strange how cats can love a human being that way. He never did that to me. I feel loved, right at the time when i needed one. Thank you, baby. hahs. Had a fun night. Accompanied Kathy to surprise Aizat, her beloved boyfriend, around his area. Despite the sickness i had, i had to follow her since i've promised. Met new guy friends, they're all funny in their own ways. I bet Aizat had a great night. I heard it was his first. HAHA. I can't wait to break fast with them later. Damn, it's gonna be fun. At least, for a moment. I know i have to ease my mind at times. This is my chance. No matter the giddiness, the virus i'll spread. *evil laugh* I'm gonna turn in now. The medicine is working~ And oh, to all my muslim friends, Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan. And i'm already facing so many challenges. Nevertheless, i'll never give up. -I'll love you 'till the end.- |
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the love of my life.
Friday, August 14, 20093:24 PM
Hello all.
I've been really busy these few weeks. Sorry for not updating. Now that i'm free, i'm gonna share some stories with you. Last weekend was a tight schedule, bookings for karaoke system the whole 3 days. And i'm so relieved that i'm finally done with Psychology assignment. Up next will be Business Administration project. I hope it's not gonna be as tough as Organisational Behaviour. So anyways, Bonz fetched me from school yesterday, then off to fetch Mama from work and had our dinner at around Mustaffa Centre. After that, sent us home, told me to get changed then we went to Vivo to watch G.I Joe: The Rise of Cobra, awesome movie by the way. Drove off to Mr Teh Tarik for supper then went to East Coast Park to chill. Once we stepped in Vivo, i saw eyes staring at us. I knew this will happen. I'm not pretty and B's handsome, at least to me, so i believe people were talking about us. But we both know we don't care. We love each other, and that's that. It's official now, ain't it? (: Oh, like finally? LOL. I really hope this will be my last. I'm tired of falling in and out of love again and again. Love you, B. After all that, i reached home nearly 7 in the morning. Another long night out with B and for the first time i enjoyed feeling this way. p/s: Kathy, sorry for not being able to join you guys. We needed some time to talk something out. I needed some clarifications, if you know what i mean. -Finally, i've found the right one.- |
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i'm yours.
Thursday, August 06, 20099:01 PM
Today is Thursday. I am physically and mentally tired.
I know i'm pressurized, but i'm not sure why i am not stressed up that much. Prolly 'coz i'm quite used to it. I can't continue with my assignment. I'm having a headache. Not to the extend of reaching the worse yet. I hope it won't or i'll get very groggy. So, the whole week has been rather busy for me. Either with work, school or shopping. LOL. I've hardly shop these days okay. Once in a while, why not, right? And oh, i've been feeling rather happy about how my life has changed bit by bit. Alhamdulillah. And yes, somebody has got to do with it. I rather zip it 'till it's official. (: Oh my, i think i haven't got much to say. But i'm hoping, one day, that someone will read this. Someone who means rather alot to me. So, here goes. To Dear Someone, I've been trying to say this to you but i haven't got the guts to spit it out. So, here i am, hoping you would read this one day, with arms wide open, accepting every word i've to say. Ever since i saw you, i feel as if my eyes were locked into yours. I just can't help but to stare at you, eyeing on every move you made. Yes, i find it cute. And that's what attracts me. The way you look back at me and smile, oh how i melt with it. Oh, i know it's early to say that i like you, but there, i've said it. I like you, i do. And it scares me to death knowing that the feelings i have, grew stronger. I never wanted it to happen. I know you wanted things to go slowly, it's what i wanted too. But i could never imagine it would turn out this way. After what i've been through with guys the past 3 years, i never thought i would fall for someone as fast as this again. Then i felt an overpowering heartbreak when i've been unintentionally hurting you. Deep in my heart, i would have never hurt you. It kills me to hurt you. Sometimes, when you feel that your partner is too good for you, you tend to do stupid, unthinkable things. Either to get their attention or leave them 'coz you thought they deserve better. With all my heart, i like you alot. But i'm not sure if you feel the same way for me. I never really see the signs. Then perhaps, i'm not good enough for you. So, upon reading this, i hope you know how i feel towards you. And the reasons to why i acted strangely. I felt insecure. And now that you've stopped contacting, somehow i already know what it means. I'll be prepared for the consequences. All you have to do is, take good care of yourself. I guess, that is all i have to say. Hoping that you would forgive all my mistakes. Much Much Love, Ira p/s: Bonz, thanks for always spending your night off with me. Coming down to the east just to see me. I appreciate it loads. I miss you to bits. -Back to feeling lonely and i gotta get used to it yet again.- |
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