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the call.

Friday, November 13, 20099:41 PM

Stars shine so bright tonight.
It reminds me about what you told me on the night we first met.
Then, the flashbacks came and slowly enlightened me with our sweet memories.
I've always wanted to hate you, then forget you.
But i can't bring myself to.. I just can't.
Don't ask why.
And when you called last night,
Asking how i was, telling me your stories and recalling me about the old times, i broke down.
I wish you didn't say the things you said.
But deep down inside,
I love it when you remember it all.
Regretting the things you did.
Both you and i know that we can't be together.. perhaps not now.
But i believe in fate.
If you're the one, i'll wait 'till the end.
It may sound stupid and foolish of me.
But you're the only one i've been thinking of after you left.
Though i tried so hard to forget, i know you're the only one i love and will always love.
I'll always be here for you though i can't be with you.

-I'm missing you.. so bad.-

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Happy Birthday to me!

Wednesday, November 04, 200911:57 PM

Happy Birthday to me...! YAY!

Triple celebration. AWESOMENESS!
Party was already a blast, then on my birthday itself was full of surprises and the next day, fun outing with my family but a disastrous night too.

3rd Nov 09

Received a phone call around 0930hrs. I saw Hasni's name on my screen and wondered, "Why the hell is she calling me at this hour? Even if she wants to wish me Happy Birthday, it could've been just through sms". So i cleared my throat and said Hello. She wished me Happy Birthday and said, "Bukak lah pintu. Aku kat luar lah", my replied was, "HUH?! Serious pe??". I woke up and put on my head scarf and head to the door. I saw her at the corner with a small cake and a gift saying, "Happy Birthday!!" I was touched. So so touched. I thought i was in my dreams. heh. We talked for a bit then she head off to school. I went to my room and quickly opened my gift. I saw a frame with 3 of our pictures in it and one, a written speech. hee. Reading that, i almost cried. Thinking how true those words are. First surprise ever. Thanks dear. (:
Next, i was dressed up, ready for school. Like normal days(except that i dressed up a 'lil), i went to school with a smile on my face. But i must admit, i was damn sleepy as i haven't had enough sleep due to the morning surprise. hahs! At the end of the theory lesson, my lecturer told all of us to pack our bags and go to the pantry. Thinking on how weird it was, i saw some of my classmates looking at me with a cheeky smile. Then i thought something is up. I just go with the flow though. When half of my classmates went off to the pantry, i slowly walked towards it and saw a cake. Again, i was shocked. My eyes almost popped out, i must say. Then i heard someone asked, "Who's Syahirah here?". I was like, "Me...?". Then that lady introduced herself and said my mum brought the cake and actually asked my agent to help her out with the surprise. Since he couldn't make it, he asked for this lady's help. And so, my classmates gave me a loud HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Some confused, asking me, "Today's your birthday?? How come you didn't tell us??" Before i could even reply, the lady told me to gather my friends for the birthday song and cutting cake ceremony. Boy, i blushed. I could feel my blood's circulating around my cheeks, in fact. LOL. After thanking everyone there, rushed off to meet Mama & Sis at City Hall. The plan was to catch MJ's This Is It. When i reached, they both just smiled.. Acting as if nothing's happened. Then i said to mum, "Mama naughty eh.. Ape ni surprise-surprise?? Kata tengah budget?", she replied, "Alah, kalau dah ada ISETAN card, sign je la.." LOL. Then i hugged them both. Upon reaching Marina Square. Iqa suddenly showed me a green paper bag which she've been holding on since at City Hall and said, "Happy Birthday, Kakak!!", i asked, "Ni ape plak ni..?", she said, "Bukak la.. CONFIRM akak suka nya." Went on and opened it. I saw a diary and an envelope inside, quite bulky. I asked, "Kata nak belikan akak Everlast Shoe?? (:", she said, "Tu nanti la.. Orang belom dapat gaji.." LOL. Then she told me to open up the envelope. Tore the envelope and saw an awesome birthday card with guitars, amps, drumset and a microphone on it. COOLNESS. What's more, i saw MJ's badges!!! I jumped around like nobody's business and say thanks alot to my sis. Uhh. Can't imagine how happy i was.
So, overall, the night's AWESOME.

4th Nov 09

Bro called me up last night to say i'll be getting my present today and that i should meet him first at Tampines Mall after school. As excited as i was last night, i quickly got off from school and took the train back to Tampines. Met my sis-in-law and nieces there. I was so happy to see them. Went to look for the watch i've been aiming for. Search for the perfect prices. From ISETAN to other watch shops... AND THEN.. WALAH! I lost my phone. I don't remember misplacing it. I know i've kept it in the side pocket of my sling bag. When i tried to get my phone, i felt my zip's opened. My face expression changed totally. I quickly ransacked my bag but my phone's nowhere to be found. Used my sis-in-law's phone to call my phone. I heard the dial tone but was rejected. Called again, but the bloody criminal off my phone. And then i know that my phone's gone. I was in deep shit. I know mum's gonna scold me upside down for this, so does my brother and my aunty. Uhh.. WTF. I know i'm gonna report to the police straight after having dinner with them and will go to Starhub to collect my SIM card and $100 voucher, then to Samsung shop to make a report tomorrow. I hope my phone can be tracked down. *sigh*
What a tragical day after a whole week of excitement and surprises. SHIT!

Oh wells, i think that's about it. I'm gonna save up and get myself another phone while praying for my darling i900 to come back to me. I miss you! :(

-Full of birthday cakes in my stomach.-

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Sunday, November 01, 20098:06 PM

W to the O to the W! What a party yesterday.

I had a super fun day. I must admit, i'm quite disappointed. The people i've been longing to see on my party weren't there. I do understand that some of them may be busy with their own work and stuffs. It was, raining anyway. Terrible month to have a party. heh. Nevertheless, my twinzy, god brother, closest friend, girlfriend, BFFs & bandmates were there to hype up the party and.. it was GREAT. Having them around totally made my day.
Thank you, THANK you, THANK YOU!
Amin gave me what i had once asked him for, Michael Jackson's Legendary Book. Awesome! haha. Kathy gave me a new top. It's sweet, thanks babe! My BFFs.. uhh! The ones who really really made my day. With their surprises, sabotage and stuffs. WOW. Thanks for the awesomely huge card, Dickies bag and a new top. Like as if you guys know which Dickies bag i've been eyeing for all this while. haha! Abg Faisal was there too, he came late. Haven't seen him for years! Since my Secondary School days. Oh my! That's friggin' long. He came unexpectedly ALONE. I got shocked. Oh wells, he did it for his sweet sister. *smiles widely*
My favourite Uncle came with his wife, pretty late too. They gave me a brandless yet unique and pretty watch. Coolness! I had to thank Kathy, Aizat and my dearest Al Hafiz for helping me out with almost everything. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Without you guys, my party will be as plain as EVER. (:

I have to apologize to my dearest bassist, Qader. Sorry for not entertaining you, your brother and your friends well. I was damn tired by the time you guys came. And oh, thanks for staying there till dawn. You ROCK! (:

-I wish you well.-

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