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Exam was a disaster.
Friday, July 03, 20098:37 PM
I had my exam this afternoon.
Organizational Behaviour. And i think i did it pretty badly. It felt like a disaster. I remembered some but failed to answer most of them. I just couldn't think. Imagine this, while thinking of those answers, my mind slipped away to Michael Jackson's funeral. I can't help but to worry how will MJ be buried. As one of the comments i read in a website, 'as long as Allah knows, we don't have to be worried. He's not dead. He's just going home.' It pleased me for a while. And so, i am trying my very best to stop worrying and stuff. But deep in me, i'm missing him badly. I'm not insane, mind you. I've been obsessed to MJ since i was 3. Nobody knows except for my family. So, i don't care what others might say about me. And yeah, i'm pretty sensitive these days. The death of MJ was a real shock. I get sad easily. And of course, don't you dare talk negative of him. I might not care who you are, but i sure will erupt right in front of you 'coz people who talks about him, doesn't know the real him, and definitely has never-ending jealousy of him. He's an icon. No one ever thought about the poor until MJ brought it up and helped them in so many ways. He've such an angel's heart. And of course, singers like Usher, JT, etc. won't be well-known now, if not for MJ. The music, the moonwalk, the dance. Everyone tried to BE like him but failed. He's one and only. And for that, i don't wanna brag about it anymore. I love you, Mikaeel. May your soul rest in peace. And oh, i spent my cash on a new bag, new dress, new 3/4 jeans and a skirt, those jeans material, by the way. Heh. I felt much better after doing some shopping. I felt at ease. -I'm never alone knowing you're here with me.- |
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