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hectic weekend.
Monday, June 29, 200912:09 PM
Hey guys.
Weekends are kinda interesting. Mum brought me out on Saturday. She knows i'm really sad ever since my King of Pop is gone. So, we went to Downtown East to watch Transformers: Revenge of the fallen. It's the 2nd time i watch this. First was with Hasni. Also, i was upset at that point of time. And prolly this movie is the only movie that can cure me for a while. heh. After that, we went to Tampines One. Went for window shopping. I'm in love with 2 dresses at Dorothy Perkins. Told my friend to help me reserve it till dad give me some cash which i assume, when the day GST offset will come. Mum grabbed some fake eyelashes at SaSa and few more stuffs then went home. Went for Wedding Karaoke the next day. I wanted to know the updates on MJ's funeral, so i asked Hafiz, my duet partner, to help me buy a NewPaper. And there, another story about MJ. But not the funeral though. Sigh. I really hope he'll be buried in Islamic way since he is now a muslim. So, my brother was there for a while to get a VCD for a competition. Went off, and came back with a broad smile. His wife told me that he won the first place. I'm not sure where exactly, and what. But he've got some cash with him. Hahs! He told me to ask mum if she wants to follow them to AMK Hub later at night, to look for Adek's bicycle. Mum agreed. So, i went back home first, get changed then met them at AMK Central. There wasn't enough time to look for the bike since we went for dinner first. I was super hungry. Went to Pizza Hut, had our food fiesta there. Then we talked and talked until, the topic about MJ was brought up. I know it won't bring any good to me. And then... Mama told my brother, "Your sister was crying at home all day", then my brother replied, "Of course la! He's her favourite ever since she was very small. We even argued about MJ's video tape and all. But she never give in 'coz he was her only favourite that time.", then my eyes went watery but i hold back the tears. Mama was staring at me the whole time my brother remind us about MJ's time back then. Then she said, "She was 2 or 3 years old when she started watching MJ. I can never forget the time she kept repeating his videos every single day." And i thought i was 5. hah! Only my family knows how precious MJ is in my life. He was an inspiration and will always be. I read Berita Minggu that morning, read about Lisa Marie Presley revealing what MJ was ever afraid of. Again, it brought me tears. He did die like Elvis, at a young age. The difference was how they both died. I never really know Elvis as he was gone before i was even born. Unlike MJ, i saw him on TV and started liking him ever since i know how to walk. Uhh.. I've never cried for someone's death like how i cried for MJ. This is the first time, i cried for someone's death. He, who first brought a smile on my face, captured me with his songs and moves, and now, he's the first to bring me tears at the news of a death. I've been trying to keep myself busy lately. Knowing that MJ is gone, it affects my life bit by bit. I ate alot, seriously. I had too many ice cream these days. Just to please myself. I can still feel the existance of MJ around me as i watched his videos on YouTube. I love him so damn much that i can go crazy knowing that he's gone now. p/s: Congrats, bro. You are good. I'll be uploading your video in Facebook soon, depending on how many people wants to see how good you are. hahs. -How he've changed my life back then and now.- |
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