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Happy Birthday Dearest Auntie & Idrus.
Monday, January 19, 20091:08 AM
Firstly, i would like to wish dearest Aunt & friend, A Very Happy Belated Birthday. Heh. My aunt, Maknia, turned 61 and dearest friend, Idrus, turned 25. Falls on the same day! Had a small birthday party at home earlier. Had to rush from Bugis to Tampines since brother was somehow mad at me for going out when i know he's gonna be there early. There was a jamming session. I can't possibly leave my darlings just like that. I had to watch them and spot their mistakes. It all ended around 6+. So, PWN and me quickly rushed home. Since Maknia invited PWN at the very last minute, i had to tell them like a day ago about it. They seemed half-hearted at first. And just just now they all decided to go. And i was like, OOOK~ Things have been pretty tight for me. Rushing here and there. So i didn't invite my dearest girlfriends. Since i knew i'm gonna reach home quite late and dear Hasni won't be able to stay up late. I deeply apologise for that. It was uncalled for. So, i hope you girls can understand that.
So anyways, sincere apologies for abandoning this dusty blog i have. It's not that i don't have anything to blog about. I just can't seem to bother about it. I don't know why. I feel like blogging, but i'm just too lazy. To type it out, explain it all. It's just so complicating. And with all that said, dearest Qader seemed to understand my problems. He've helped alot. Searching for sessionists, settling this and that. I've just realised how sweet he can be. And i admire that side of him. But to recall that i've lost someone whom i used to share my everyday life with, not that he's gone totally, he just refused to be that person i knew before anymore, it saddens me. BIG TIME. And yes, i gained a new one. But it's never the same. And i just have to move on. That taught me something. To not rely on others too much. Even though it hurts, i still love him like i used to. That never changes. It will NEVER do. Dearest Miru, do go for check-ups soon. It sickens me out to know that you're not okay. Stop worrying me. 'Coz i can't stop until i know you're okay. I guess i'll stop here now. Getting pretty tired while thinking of a place to go for a date. Help me think, someone? LOL. -When i thought it feels different. It remains still. Or perhaps, getting stronger.- |
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