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Happy Birthday Asri.
Saturday, April 19, 20089:34 AM
Ups and downs Life is like a roller-coaster No matter how hard it is to overcome a situation, I'd still manage And it's all because of you You've always been the pillar of my life Standing tall whenever i fall Thanks to you I'm here leading a better life Thank you for everything. To my Dearest Asri, May ALLAH bless you. Have a wonderful day, today. Happy 27th Birthday. -Glad that i've known you.- |
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Happy Birthday Bacin.
Monday, April 14, 20088:52 PM
First of all, i would like to wish my Dearest Bacin a very Happy 22nd Birthday! dah tua kamu, bacinku. hahas. May you have the wealth and health throughout your life.
So, everyone i know is getting older as days goes by..even me. I've already planned what to do on the eve and the day of my birthday. LOLs. But still, we are only able to plan stuffs.. To make it happen, is HIS job. So, yeah... heh. Anyways, i'm now working at Springfield Katong. Today's my second day. And my feet's killing me. Imagine the 8 hours of standing. Serving customers hasn't been a problem to me so far, thank god, but i just have this problem of standing still. hahs. I just get tired easily.. Maybe i've yet to get used to it.. Or maybe i should get one good and comfy shoes. Crocs, maybe? LOLs. AND YES! I'm getting the GST Credits. WUhHOO! Gonna save it, like what i said on my last entry. BKK, here i come~! hahs. Alhamdulillah, i'm getting used to life the way it is now. Work, family, friends.. Well basically i concentrate more on my work and family for now. As you know, i've friends who come and they go. So, instead of cracking my head on who to go out with on my free days, i might as well work and work till i'm happy. heh. So, BF? Not gonna be on my mind for now. Even though i always think of someone whatever i do, wherever i am. He'll always drop by to say Hi, which will make me feel again, lonely and i just miss him each and everyday. But all i can do now is, sigh. 'Coz i know i can't do much. And i know he's not thinking of me too. So, why waste my time right? -He's just not into me..- |
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8 days..
Thursday, April 10, 20088:03 PM
Someone's been asking fer updates. I'm not even sure what to write.
Abgku tersayang, sabar lah yee..~ I've yet to do cool stuffs and tell you guys about it. LOLs. Anyways, results are out. And no, i didn't get to Poly. Sad, i am. Well, there goes my diploma cert. hahs. But i ain't giving up. I'm trying to get into a Private School. Or maybe waiting fer the coming October intake fer certain Poly.. So.. let's be patient. =) Congrats to Firdiana, Zahirah & Mastura. They're in RP now. All the very best to you guys. So anyway, to release my stress and all, i did ALOT of shopping this whole week! I spent most of my dollars in Dorothy Perkins. I bought loads of t-shirts and some 3/4 pants. Mama couldn't say a word. It's my own dollars, you know. heh. And..i'm hoping to get the coming GST stuff. I hope i'm eligible and i can't wait to know how much i'll be getting. LOLs. That's not fer Dorothy Perkins, by the way. It's fer the plan of going to Bangkok in August. Not confirm yet. Just planning. After saving some dollars, then i would love to think and re-think. hahs. How i'm gonna save? Well, i might be getting this job as a Sales Assistant at Isetan Katong's Springfield. The pay's not much but i'll cut down on my monthly expenses. That's fer sure. BKK mood nye psl~ So... I've been in alot of stress these days.. I guess it's serious. heh. Mr A's been giving me advices and all.. But somehow, i just can't accept the way he puts it. I'm not sure why. Maybe because he can't understand what i'm feeling or maybe it was late at night when i text him.. I just don't know. So, i couldn't find anyone to confide in, so.. comes the tears every night. The ceiling that probably understands how i feel right then. I always looked up and cried before i sleep. hahs. I guess no one can understand this complexed situation of mine.. But that's ok. As long as i still can live with it, without bothering anyone, that'll be absolute fine to me.. And so, i hope there'll be tears of joy in the future. No more sorrows, i pray. Dear god, i'm asking fer nothing much. Just bring back the joy and happiness i use to have. -"To me, me lebih rela mati senangkan hati orang dari mati susahkan orang.."- |
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Wednesday, April 02, 20083:39 PM
HELLO PEOPLE! heh.
After exactly a month of un-blogging(i've reasons ok.), here i am with too many stories to start of with. Anyway, it's been almost everyday i'm sitting at home, nothing to do(except for doing some cooking and visit the market place. at least aku rajin tolong makcik aku tau~). Haven't got much of hanging out these days. No one called. No one sms-ed. Sad huh? When you know you've got loads of friends but none bothered to ask you out. Poor Ira Syahirah(as Hasni calls). Well, as the saying goes, Friends Come And Goes..~ But i'm glad, i get to help my aunt with stuffs at home. Learned how to cook, play around with her cats. Still, i feel EMPTY. Mr A's been VERY busy. Recently we hardly sms. I was seriously upset. With what? I'm not sure. I think i miss him..ALOT. I don't know why. Perhaps i've no one to talk to? Nah.. Can't be. I DO have friends to talk to.. Well maybe, just maybe, Mr A's been the most understanding person i've ever met? That's the reason why i like him..ALOT too. =) He doesn't know about it. And i don't think he needs to know. I believe in fate. If he's meant for me, then he'll always be. Right? heh. So, Iqa's been the same. Never changing. Kids, nowadays. Just feel like stabbing them to death. Which kinda sister could tolerate such nonsense? Going home late. Rude to the elders. And i tell you, the rest of my family members just leave it ALL to me. Talk to her? Me. Scold her? Me. Get her ass kicked? Me. As they'll say, 'she'll only listen to you. if not for long, a lil will do. she's scared of you.' wth. It's killing me. How long can i take this? How long will i ever be her "Father, Mother, Sister, Brother, Grandmother, Grandfather, etc"? Sheesh! I tried my best. But if she don't wanna listen, what else can i do? Oh. The brother would help. With the beatings, of course. selagi tak lebam badan tu, tak sah. nasib lah ko~ Will stop here. It gets boring, i must say. Anyways, results are out! Not surprisingly upset with my result. I knew i won't get good grades. A PASS will do. Lols. I'm waiting for Poly's results too though. Just hoping i could get in. So, to all my mates, GOOD LUCK. =) -You're all i've been thinking of. Isn't there anyone else?- |
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