Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:
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vampire sweetheart, please?
Wednesday, December 24, 20089:41 AM
Ok hi, people.
I know i haven't been updating that well, this month. And i don't know why my enthusiasm isn't there where it's supposed to be. Nevermind that. Here i am.. blogging this.. with excitement on my eyes. Wide smile on my face. (i looked in the mirror. that's why i know how i look like while typing this.) So.. Weekends have never been different. Hectic. But i'm getting used to it, which i'm not supposed to.. -sigh- Well, anyways.. The movie i've been waiting for is finally on theatres. Watched it on the day it's officially showing. Twilight. First was with Hasni and Fatin. WOW. The movie was awesome. I get addicted to it so bad, seriously. After the show, we went to Kinokuniya to get them books. I didn't know it needs 4 books in total, to finish up the WHOLE story. So i just bought the first, to finish up what's showing on theatres now, and now, i'm reading the 2nd. Finishing it about a day. Then i'm gonna grab the other two, on my pay day. Freako, as Miru calls. haha. Well, that's me when i get addicted to something. *smiles* So, i watched the second time with Miru, Sharon and Yat. Sharon and me got pretty excited. She was screaming slightly when she first saw Edward, which, every girls did, actually. haha. So, to sum it up, the movie was almost perfect. As, i've read the book and i thought the movie was cut short and much less in detail. So there.. I recommend this movie to anyone who loves thriller yet a romantic one. I wanna watch again! The DVD will be out next month and i can hardly wait! -there she goes again..- It never feels the same, and i'm glad i don't have to feel awkward whenever i see you. I am soo.. getting used to this. All hail Singlehood! Lol? heh. p/s: i wish upon a star. i wish i have someone like Edward Cullen. dangering my life would be an option. everybody will die one day. and i would love to die on the hands of the loved. *wink* .sealing it shut. -A vampire sweetheart, please?- |
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Sunday, December 21, 20081:57 AM
There's just too many things to be said in here. But i can't seem to list it and write it down.
The shitty feelings i've been feeling, still remains. Just how am i going to make it go away? I've done quite a number of things to make things seemed normal. But i guess, i fail yet again. And like a teenage girl, i'm gonna need a curfew. Not for myself, but just to watch out for the little girl. It's making me sick when somehow, i need to be a mother, a father, a brother, a sister and the grandparents of a teenage kid. A rebellious teenage kid, to be exact. Not that i've never rebelled. But this is beyond a parent's control. Beyond everyone's control. Others keep bugging me with too many questions that i can't seem to find the answers. They just judge, they are not in my position. They don't know how i feel. And whenever someone complained, they urged to do something about it. Begging for a change. Which i myself, find it hard to accomplish. I can even be harsh. Meaner. But i don't need my oldself back..just to get a problem solved. I can't wake the devil inside me again. I promised to be someone better. And i'm afraid i would break that promise just to settle this case. Such an easy problem yet a complicating solution. People tend to say things behind our backs. And how i hate backstabbing. I might as well kill that someone rather than talk behind their backs. Another sin i would create just to satisfy my own needs. I know i'll die slowly, anyway. So, tell me. Where have i gone wrong? Does this love never mean a thing to you? If it doesn't, does Mum's love means something to you? I'm sorry for you. I'm praying hard for you to grow up fast. To be my closest friend. Not to see you growing up, being someone whom you're not. And worse.. becoming my enemy. Grow up. Think maturely. -too many things i can't comply.- |
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Swee Lee Sale Madness!
Saturday, December 13, 20088:10 PM
I just woke up.
Had a very very maddening day. Planned with Miru to stay up at night, in the east. Told him to accompany me for Swee Lee Sale that was held just now, from 10am-6pm. The sale is worth the wait, i must say. 50% off! So Qader, Zeek, Miru & me reached 150 Sims Drive at around 7am. Joined the queue and waited. We were the first 100 customers, there was an additional of 10% off. POWER. It was really really worth it. I bought the Epiphone PR-4E Acoustic/Electric Guitar that was worth $299(u.p $470.80). As i had enough cash on hand, i asked the boys what they wanted. Something that i can afford to get for them(no wonder they are soo "manja" now. LOL). So to total up the things i bought today: -2 guitar cables(20ft Planet Waves) -1 bass cable(Ibanez) -1 bass bag(Ibanez) -1 pack of D'Addario Acoustic Guitar String -1 Warwick Guitar Stand -1 D'Addario Pre-Treated Polish Cloth -1 6" Radiant Tambourine -1 Jazz Rake Brush and the guitar i've been waiting for..  Epiphone PR-4E Acoustic/Electric Guitar Package. WOW. I spent almost $450 just for a day. And i must say i'm pretty satisfied with what i bought. THANK YOU DARLINGS, for accompanying me and all. Love you guys to bits. So, there.. Sorry for abandoning my blog the past few weeks. Been busy and i had no time to update. Either that, i'd be pretty lazy to type it all out. I must say.. I'm feeling kinda shitty these days. But i know i'll be fine one day. No more wanting to worry about boys. Just a pain in the ass. So, single life better. Remember our deal, dear Miru. *wink wink*. LOL. 'Till then.. Adios! -Life is never fair. So, live it right!- |
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Long day.......~
Monday, December 01, 20089:16 AM
Friday 281108
Saturday 291108 Sunday 301108 WOW. What a hectic schedule, huh? Lucky me, i took off on Friday. A very very tiring weekend ever, yet very very fun one. Both Saturday and Sunday's event was a need to wake up in the morning. Reached home around 12am on Saturday, due to Qader and Miru, they were playing Guitar Heroes II and overlooked the time. So do i, actually. LOL. I had fun laughing at them and all. heh. So, the four of us, slept late that night. Woke up around 6am the next day. Getting ready for photoshoot. We went to Mount Faber, imgine the stairs that we had to climb. Yes, exercise time. I haven't been feeling that kinda muscle pain on both my legs ever since i joined ITE. Missed those times in NPCC though. hahs! Anyways, the place was awesome. The photographer was very creative. And that's good. I hope the photos turns out beautiful. Let's wait till Friday for that. So, from Mount Faber, we went to Dhoby Ghaut. For the next photoshoot. It was somewhere around Dome, the museum area. That was, cool too. Everything ended around 4pm. I was beat to the max. In fact, we all were. Poor darlings. Well, sometimes we have to work hard for something we want to achieve. So, a lil sacrifice is good. And thank god, my boys and miss lil curly lady didn't complain much. hahs. I'm still feeling very very tired. So, enough about my darlings. I'm feeling rather down, lately. We passed by the place where we took the pictures of which, someone commented something about it. "I can forgive, but i will never ever forget what he said.", says my favourite guitarist. I was taken aback, somehow. 'Coz no matter how mad i was with that someone, his memories still lingers around me. And yes, i missed him. My favourite guitarist will somehow asked to forget about him. Find someone else better. Well, i'm trying my best. Yet again, i know we can never be together. I'm trying to be fair. For him and for the rest. I shall stick with being "single", for now. And i believe both sides would be happy with my decision. And passing by that place, i dreamt of you. "I missed you", you said. How i wish it's true. -sigh- I have fallen to my knees As I sing a lullaby of pain I’m feeling broken in my melody As I sing to help the tears go away Then I remember the pledge you made to me I know you’re always there To my every prayer inside I’m clinging to the promise of a lifetime I hear the words you say To never walk away from me and leave behind The promise of a lifetime Will you help me fall apart Pick me up, take me in your arms Find my way back from the storm And you show me how to grow Through the change I still remember the pledge you made to me I am holding on to the hope I have inside with you I will stay through every day Putting my understanding aside And I am comforted -Promise Of A Lifetime..- |
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