to leave or not..
Tuesday, October 21, 200812:10 AM
Birthday's coming VERY soon. And....... here's my wishlist. :DD
-Nike Hoodies -Skate Shoes -iPod Touch
-Samsung OMNIA i900 -Crumpler Sling Bag -Adidas Adilette
So, take note ok? LOL-ness.
Anyways, things have been very tight and stressful for me lately. Many, many things in mind. To Dear Unknown tagger, not to worry. I'm aware of Khai's status and, we're just friends. Thanks so much for the info. :) So, things have never been the same between me and beloved friend. But i'm glad to see Yat and him are on talking terms now. Even though i wonder why he's still not talking to me, but, i know things will be fine sooner or later. I'll just let him cool down. As Baby Zeeko said, "We are like family seh. And to see you sitting one corner and him at the other, macam tak best gitu kan. So, just give in la. Talk as per normal." I wish i could. I seriously WISH i could. I have egos too. And yes, i think i gave in too many times w/o realising it. Still, i love you. And no, i don't wanna lose the band because of this. Trying so so hard to ignore, but i've been a crybaby ever since this happened. Whenever the topic's about you, that is. I'm trying to stay strong, as hard and long as i could. I hope my sanity's still up and good. heh. I still love you, Miru. And if you're reading this, just stop all these. I can hardly take it anymore. I'm so so lost without you. You're the pillar in my life. So precious and please, don't make me regret with the decision i'm gonna make. don't think wrong, Miru's just too close to me. like a family.
So, i'm glad Baby and Ida had a great time just now. With all the surprises, they look so cute when blowing the candles and cutting the cake.. haha. I'll upload the pictures soon. And.. i forgot to bring their presents along. -_-
Ok. I think i'm done for tonight. I can't sleep, but i think i'm gonna just lay down and think of what to do...with my life.
-What about now..-
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