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sheyrasidik
read me if you can.
about the girl-next-next-door.
who is she?
Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:

affiliates
the people around her.
DylaAhmad AzuraLisha NanamiLyana Dee KakWani AbdulHakimHj
speak
silence is my sound..NOT!

archives
her past anthologies.
April 2005 April 2005
May 2005 May 2005
June 2005 June 2005
July 2005 July 2005
August 2005 August 2005
September 2005 September 2005
October 2005 October 2005
November 2005 November 2005
December 2005 December 2005
June 2006 June 2006
July 2006 July 2006
August 2006 August 2006
September 2006 September 2006
October 2006 October 2006
November 2006 November 2006
December 2006 December 2006
January 2007 January 2007
February 2007 February 2007
April 2007 April 2007
May 2007 May 2007
June 2007 June 2007
July 2007 July 2007
August 2007 August 2007
September 2007 September 2007
October 2007 October 2007
November 2007 November 2007
December 2007 December 2007
January 2008 January 2008
February 2008 February 2008
March 2008 March 2008
April 2008 April 2008
May 2008 May 2008
June 2008 June 2008
July 2008 July 2008
August 2008 August 2008
September 2008 September 2008
October 2008 October 2008
November 2008 November 2008
December 2008 December 2008
January 2009 January 2009
February 2009 February 2009
March 2009 March 2009
April 2009 April 2009
May 2009 May 2009
June 2009 June 2009
July 2009 July 2009
August 2009 August 2009
September 2009 September 2009
October 2009 October 2009
November 2009 November 2009
December 2009 December 2009
January 2010 January 2010
March 2010 March 2010
April 2010 April 2010
May 2010 May 2010
June 2010 June 2010
August 2011 August 2011
September 2011 September 2011
June 2013 June 2013
July 2013 July 2013
August 2013 August 2013
September 2013 September 2013
October 2013 October 2013
credits
clap my hands for you.
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depression period.
Tuesday, October 14, 20089:47 PM
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4 more days to Baby Zeeko's birthday.
8 more days to Curlie Ida's birthday.
And i've yet to search for their gifts. I thought of getting Zeek one of Miz29's Dickies berms. But afraid he might not like it. As for Ida, i thought of getting her some accessories, but i hardly see her wearing any. So, i'm confused.

Anyways, took half day today. I seriously need to rest my mind. Need to get away from work and stress for awhile. I've been thinking ALOT lately. Things haven't been getting any better between me and dearest friend. I hope we'll be fine by 3rd November 2008. praying hard~
So, i asked mama out. Queenstown that is. I spent more then $100 just for my Nike slippers and Crumpler sling bag. Well of course, look at the brands. You can burn few hundred dollars on those branded stuffs. haha!

Latest news.
Khai text me saying Fadh was mad and jealous about him contacting me. Why? We haven't got a clue. He might be joking, might not too. Before Khai told me this, i text Fadh asking what if Khai wants to befriend me and stuffs. He answered my question with questions. Asking, "Why?? What did he say? He got text you issit?" -_-
I don't know what he meant by that. Khai clearly said, the reason why he didn't tell Fadh about him contacting me, afraid Fadh would think differently. So, it's either Fadh is taking REAL good care of me from Buaya Darats OR... allahualam~
When i told Khai maybe Fadh's afraid of getting his dearest BFF into another heart break or whatsoever, might as well he tell Khai off before anything happens. Which i believe, Fadh should know Khai better by now.
Then Khai replied, saying it's up to me whether i still want to befriend him.
My reply was clear and easy to understand, "I accept you as my friend from the start. I'm not the kinda girl who likes take back her words easily. I will be a close friend if you want me to. Like you, i believe in fate too." (:
Well, what Khai and I know is, Khai & Ira are just friends. And we both, believe in fate. So, if we are meant to be, then we will. I'm not saying that i'm hoping for that.. But i leave it to fate.
So, we are strictly FRIENDS, for now. -_-
what am i saying..~

With all that in mind, i'm sick.
I've eating disorders. Sleeping disorders. Sudden headaches. Diarrhoea.
uhh.. God knows what will happen next.
I haven't been having proper meal. Not that i don't want to. But i just can't bring myself to eat as much as i used to. I seriously think that i've put myself into a tension that can now be undone. It's getting real serious. I've never been through this before. And now that i am, there's no chance of turning back. Slowly going through the rocky stage of life. Hopefully, all's fine soon. 'Cause i don't wanna ignore.

Should i go and rest now?
yes, i think i should~



-My Depression Period.-
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