Sunday, August 31, 20081:17 AM
Exhausted. I am so tired. After work yesterday, went jamming with the boys. And no, we haven't found the right vocalist yet. Then mama called to say she'll be in SGH A&E for some check-up and told me to be there after i'm done. So went to look for a cab around Bugis area and it's so friggin' irritating and tiring. No cabs stopped when i needed one. Waited for almost an hour, went around Victoria St to get one. Reached SGH around 11am. Couldn't find mama, so i asked the nurse at the administration counter. She was in the emergency room. So i was brought in to see mama for awhile. Was in a horrible situation. I can't describe how i felt when mama told me some bad news and i couldn't hide my tears no matter how hard i tried. Mama consoled, but was making it even worse. So i quickly went outside, called Raihan's best friend and sadly, he was at work, he wished he could come and accompanied me. That was fine, i understood his position. So, i called Miru just to inform him about mama's condition but after hearing me cried on the phone, he told me to wait there and PWN's on the rescue. hahs. I'm soo soo glad i have these boys by my side. I never knew they love me this much. So, since they reached, mama was sent to her ward, and we went to look for it and her room number. Ayie asked smilingly, 'Ira, ok eh? Takde pape lah.. Insyallah takde pape..', and i just smiled. In my heart, only ALLAH knew how sickly worried i felt. But no matter what, the boys were there to comfort me. And i thank ALLAH, for bringing these guys into my life. Such wonderful gift. So, till now, i've yet to know the result of the scan mama need's to go which is yet to be done. I'm so mad about the procedure of hospitals sometimes. It pisses me off. I'm just worried if anything happens to mama. She needs to be regularly checked, and just finish it off with surgery or whatsoever. I just hope, everything goes well soon.
Just yet another bad news, and this time's from you. I still can't believe you left. But no matter, i will respect your decision. Guys just come and go, and I just keep falling for the wrong guy.
-Thank you for the memories.-
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