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Sunday, August 31, 20081:17 AM
Exhausted.
I am so tired. After work yesterday, went jamming with the boys. And no, we haven't found the right vocalist yet. Then mama called to say she'll be in SGH A&E for some check-up and told me to be there after i'm done. So went to look for a cab around Bugis area and it's so friggin' irritating and tiring. No cabs stopped when i needed one. Waited for almost an hour, went around Victoria St to get one. Reached SGH around 11am. Couldn't find mama, so i asked the nurse at the administration counter. She was in the emergency room. So i was brought in to see mama for awhile. Was in a horrible situation. I can't describe how i felt when mama told me some bad news and i couldn't hide my tears no matter how hard i tried. Mama consoled, but was making it even worse. So i quickly went outside, called Raihan's best friend and sadly, he was at work, he wished he could come and accompanied me. That was fine, i understood his position. So, i called Miru just to inform him about mama's condition but after hearing me cried on the phone, he told me to wait there and PWN's on the rescue. hahs. I'm soo soo glad i have these boys by my side. I never knew they love me this much. So, since they reached, mama was sent to her ward, and we went to look for it and her room number. Ayie asked smilingly, 'Ira, ok eh? Takde pape lah.. Insyallah takde pape..', and i just smiled. In my heart, only ALLAH knew how sickly worried i felt. But no matter what, the boys were there to comfort me. And i thank ALLAH, for bringing these guys into my life. Such wonderful gift. So, till now, i've yet to know the result of the scan mama need's to go which is yet to be done. I'm so mad about the procedure of hospitals sometimes. It pisses me off. I'm just worried if anything happens to mama. She needs to be regularly checked, and just finish it off with surgery or whatsoever. I just hope, everything goes well soon. Just yet another bad news, and this time's from you. I still can't believe you left. But no matter, i will respect your decision. Guys just come and go, and I just keep falling for the wrong guy. -Thank you for the memories.- |
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Aunt & Uncle's Wedding Anniversary
Monday, August 25, 20082:08 PM
Fuh! Finally it's over and done.
Thanks a MILLION for those who came to my Aunt & Uncle's Wedding Anniversary. Especially my dearest boys, they practiced till Sunday 6am. We were having sleepless nights again. Every show's like that. heh. Thanks alot guys. So anyways, today's entry will be about searching for PWN's frontman. Yes, we're still looking for a vocalist. And so, we're having an audition this Friday(290808). So, if anyone's reading this, and you can sing or if you do know anyone who can sing and is interested in joining a band, do drop us an email at patchworkneurology@hotmail.com. Songlist, venue & timing will be sent via email. Thank you. -my guts strongly says it's the smile. so, stop smiling at me like that.- |
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bored.tired.sleepy.
Sunday, August 17, 200811:43 AM
Having AIMS in life is the best way to start a new life.
Mine is to achieve a diploma certificate, just to make mama proud and at the same time upgrade myself in whichever way i can. My life is about my boys. BGR can absolutely wait. So, what's yours? Guess what? The boys are indeed getting comfortable with each other, with me to be exact. heh. Yat & Qader's true colours are showing up, slowly. When i thought they were the quiet, shy ones. Well, let's just say my boys are ALL CRAZY in their own ways. They're starting to bully me. yeap. heh. It all started with Miru, as always. Thanks, sweetheart(i've names for my boys, btw. check out my friendster). You're the best and i hate you, damn much. (: But hey, you know i can't stop laughing whenever you're around. And THAT is good. hahs. So, i feel as if i'm missing something. Just can't figure out what. The Badak Boy? Or is it someone, or something else? Or maybe... that YP have been giving me more than enough stress and could possibly make me feel this way. I'm clueless. I'll just hug my darling cat whenever i feel this way. I guess he's the only one that understands me most. -If it's something else, then why do i still feel different...?- |
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PWN, i love you.
Sunday, August 10, 200811:52 PM
Just woke up.
Had supper. I was super hungry. haha. Lucky me, today there's a lot of food. Last minute kenduri. So yesterday, reached home around 530am. Slept around 6am. Woke up at 830am. Couldn't sleep after that. Too nervous, i guess. Try memorizing the lyrics and all. But the latin song was just too difficult. lols. But i didn't give up. I won't give up on my boys easily. So i just tried my best. Went for our last jamming practice, at 1230pm till 230pm. Then quickly rushed to the Arts House. Once we reached, i was having a nervous breakdown. My stomach was aching, i felt like having diarrhoea. haha. I've never performed in a gig before ok. So, i prayed hard. Waited too long for our turn till i get very sleepy. haha. Did whatever i could to make my boys proud. But i guess i was crappy. As Ayie said, his friend and himself couldn't hear my voice. Miru said the microphone wasn't loud enough. And Qader said his friends said we were all good. But still, i wasn't that satisfied i guess. haha. But that's ok. I'm proud i could actually perform with my boys. PWN, YOU ROCK lah! So after all the hard work, i guess it paid off. We were all happy. The gig was fun. Then we all went to my place, had dinner, karaoke for a while, afterwhich they were sent home by my godbro. It was really a memorable day for me. One of my happiest days in life. Well, i guess, the reason could be because they are my boys, and they are my life. =) It's time to wait for 24th of August. Next performance by Patchwork Neurology. haha. -Why do i feel so....different?- |
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happy birthday my darling.
Friday, August 08, 20081:22 PM
I'm here just to wish the Badak Boy..
Happy 22nd Birthday! May all your wishes come true. Why do i care so much about your birthday? *wonders* -a darling.. but can never be his.- |
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rough weekends
Tuesday, August 05, 200812:12 AM
Let me share wit ya'll what i did for the early August.
Friday 010808 Went to JB with the insane godbro, mama, auntie, uncle & iqa. We bought stuffs for Hari Raya. The ingredients to make the different kuehs and all. Then had dinner at a place that has a Karaoke session too. Reached that place around 1+ in the morning. So, there were less crowd, in fact i can count them with my fingers. lols. After hurray-hurraying, we head home. Oh, not to forget, i grabbed some bubble gums and wrigley's chewing gums for the boys and myself. jangan jealous k cik haseni. ((: Saturday 020808 Went to Expo. Sent by the insane godbro again. We were hunting for food. Especially when going to such places with my dearest auntie. sampai je teros makan nasi lemak beb~ imagine this, we reached Expo Hall 3 at 930pm and left at 10pm. haha! Then fetched mama, sent both my aunties back home. My godbro wanted to make me happy. So he promised to bring me to eat again, at Changi Airport, T3's Delifrance. Mama wanted to follow, so we brought her along. Talked things out. Cried my heart out. And ate tuna croissant sandwich. haha. Reached home around 1am. Sunday 030808 Followed aunty to a wedding ceremony. Her karaoke set was booked for that day. One kecohrable day. Had fun. And i can feel the tiredness of the few days i went out without having a proper rest. hahs. Rushed home after that, thinking the boys would be jamming today. But they cancelled it. So, my godbro planned on eating durian. tapi tak kesampaian~ So we ate at Adam Rd, then head home. Monday 040808 Planned to get myself a headphone with Miru and Yat. But i cancelled the plan. haha. They were heading to Plaza Singapura and i wanted to go to Sim Lim. hahs. So, went out with Yan(Raihan Husin's bestie). err.. one HOT guy. But won't hope for more. Too good looking for me. ((: Went home smiling to myself. Don't care what others think already. haha. Tuesday 050808 Went to JB again. My aunt said she didn't have enough stuffs yet. So we made a quick journey to JB and came back. My godbro and i had plans in the evening. So reached SG, he sent me to Dover, together with mama. They wanted to see the boys, so i bring them in. My godbro, who's a Dangdut freak, could actually understand what the boys were playing and telling me that they were reaallyy good. haha. I was like smiling and said thanks. He was admiring the drummer, and Miru. I told him to watch Miru's fingers. His was fast. haha. So he was like staring at the fingers only. haha. I bet the boys were feeling awkward. But what to do.. orang jakun~ So as my godbro was our driver for the night, i wanted to talk with the boys, so he chose a perfect place to sit and talk. CCK park. The food? Okok la. Mine was horrible. haha. So after the talk, i came to a conclusion. Note it down. Will decide after a few days. And i actually lost my ezlink and IC on this day! At ITE DOVER. haha. Today 060808 I thank Zeek, and the owner of the jamming room in ITE DOVER. Who've found and kept my stuffs, together with Qader's lappie. Thanks so much. I don't have to stress about forking out $100 for getting a new IC and Qader, forking out another few thousands for a new lappie. So, gonna meet the girlfriends later at 630pm, City Hall. Then rush to Clarke Quay for the boys jamming session. Another tiring day, i guess. *sigh* Hoping tomorrow will be a better day. -My hand fits perfectly in yours. What could it actually mean?- |
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