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Wednesday, April 02, 20083:39 PM
HELLO PEOPLE! heh.
After exactly a month of un-blogging(i've reasons ok.), here i am with too many stories to start of with. Anyway, it's been almost everyday i'm sitting at home, nothing to do(except for doing some cooking and visit the market place. at least aku rajin tolong makcik aku tau~). Haven't got much of hanging out these days. No one called. No one sms-ed. Sad huh? When you know you've got loads of friends but none bothered to ask you out. Poor Ira Syahirah(as Hasni calls). Well, as the saying goes, Friends Come And Goes..~ But i'm glad, i get to help my aunt with stuffs at home. Learned how to cook, play around with her cats. Still, i feel EMPTY. Mr A's been VERY busy. Recently we hardly sms. I was seriously upset. With what? I'm not sure. I think i miss him..ALOT. I don't know why. Perhaps i've no one to talk to? Nah.. Can't be. I DO have friends to talk to.. Well maybe, just maybe, Mr A's been the most understanding person i've ever met? That's the reason why i like him..ALOT too. =) He doesn't know about it. And i don't think he needs to know. I believe in fate. If he's meant for me, then he'll always be. Right? heh. So, Iqa's been the same. Never changing. Kids, nowadays. Just feel like stabbing them to death. Which kinda sister could tolerate such nonsense? Going home late. Rude to the elders. And i tell you, the rest of my family members just leave it ALL to me. Talk to her? Me. Scold her? Me. Get her ass kicked? Me. As they'll say, 'she'll only listen to you. if not for long, a lil will do. she's scared of you.' wth. It's killing me. How long can i take this? How long will i ever be her "Father, Mother, Sister, Brother, Grandmother, Grandfather, etc"? Sheesh! I tried my best. But if she don't wanna listen, what else can i do? Oh. The brother would help. With the beatings, of course. selagi tak lebam badan tu, tak sah. nasib lah ko~ Will stop here. It gets boring, i must say. Anyways, results are out! Not surprisingly upset with my result. I knew i won't get good grades. A PASS will do. Lols. I'm waiting for Poly's results too though. Just hoping i could get in. So, to all my mates, GOOD LUCK. =) -You're all i've been thinking of. Isn't there anyone else?- |
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