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8 days..
Thursday, April 10, 20088:03 PM
Someone's been asking fer updates. I'm not even sure what to write.
Abgku tersayang, sabar lah yee..~ I've yet to do cool stuffs and tell you guys about it. LOLs. Anyways, results are out. And no, i didn't get to Poly. Sad, i am. Well, there goes my diploma cert. hahs. But i ain't giving up. I'm trying to get into a Private School. Or maybe waiting fer the coming October intake fer certain Poly.. So.. let's be patient. =) Congrats to Firdiana, Zahirah & Mastura. They're in RP now. All the very best to you guys. So anyway, to release my stress and all, i did ALOT of shopping this whole week! I spent most of my dollars in Dorothy Perkins. I bought loads of t-shirts and some 3/4 pants. Mama couldn't say a word. It's my own dollars, you know. heh. And..i'm hoping to get the coming GST stuff. I hope i'm eligible and i can't wait to know how much i'll be getting. LOLs. That's not fer Dorothy Perkins, by the way. It's fer the plan of going to Bangkok in August. Not confirm yet. Just planning. After saving some dollars, then i would love to think and re-think. hahs. How i'm gonna save? Well, i might be getting this job as a Sales Assistant at Isetan Katong's Springfield. The pay's not much but i'll cut down on my monthly expenses. That's fer sure. BKK mood nye psl~ So... I've been in alot of stress these days.. I guess it's serious. heh. Mr A's been giving me advices and all.. But somehow, i just can't accept the way he puts it. I'm not sure why. Maybe because he can't understand what i'm feeling or maybe it was late at night when i text him.. I just don't know. So, i couldn't find anyone to confide in, so.. comes the tears every night. The ceiling that probably understands how i feel right then. I always looked up and cried before i sleep. hahs. I guess no one can understand this complexed situation of mine.. But that's ok. As long as i still can live with it, without bothering anyone, that'll be absolute fine to me.. And so, i hope there'll be tears of joy in the future. No more sorrows, i pray. Dear god, i'm asking fer nothing much. Just bring back the joy and happiness i use to have. -"To me, me lebih rela mati senangkan hati orang dari mati susahkan orang.."- |
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