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29/09/07

Saturday, September 29, 200711:41 PM

Well hello..!
I just came back from Bugis with bacin, his cousins and my sis.
I've been seeing bacin fer 3 days straight. Now, maybe i know what some of you are thinking. hahs! No, it wasn't any date. I can't simply date my best friend right?
Anyways, we work at the same place. He got me the job. Love him soo damn much for that.
Job ended early today. So, i told him to accompany me to check out some clothes at Dorothy Perkins. At first, he was too tired. He still promised to accompany me though. I pitied him. He was sooo sleepy. Sitting next to me at our workplace, he yawned countless of times. Eyes watering and all. hahs.
So after work, we went to hougang to fetch his adik sedaras', then went to geylang to get 1 baju raya for the youngest, then met Iqa at Bugis.
I bought him a Levi's cap he was aiming for. It was to show some appreciation after what he've done and it was worth it. I see him smiling even though he looked fierce in front of the kids.
He was damn fierce though. At first, i didn't even know what to do when he scolded one of the kids. I said, 'Dah lah.. Takmo marah-marah. Budak agi tu...', but he went on staring at her. I was like... 'oookkaaayyy...' hahs! So, i kept quiet. hahs. The kid was like afraid of him already. She grabbed my hand n squeezed tightly. Then i just pushed him to tell him to walk away. He was scaring the kid way too much. hehs.

So, as you guys may guess, we're getting closer as time passes by. Very close, indeed. When we get bored, we come looking for each other. And.. that is what i'm terrified of. I know he'll be gone some day. Maybe for a few months or so.. But you know, i'm gonna see his face every single day fer a whole 7 days now. And then, few months later, he'll be gone. I'll be feeling like someone who've lost a very precious stone in a faraway land. He is VERY precious to me, indeed. I hope when he's gone, the days i'll be counting down, the minutes, will go off fast. I'll be a loner from then on. I know this is gonna be a one great test HE is giving me. Whatever it is, i'm gonna face it calmly. Insyallah~
"Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk menempuhi dugaan jua cabaran ini. Dan berilah aku ketenangan agar dapat aku lalui hari-hari yang lain seperti biasa setelah dirinya tiada di sisiku."

-i beg you don't leave me, precious one.-

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exhaustion.

Thursday, September 27, 200712:43 AM

I just had my sahur. Dendeng and Abg Azroy's Rendang Beef Burger Special. Yummy~!
Went to get them with bacin. hehs.
Before buka, he called and asked if i could meet him after buka at geylang. Then he told me to ask Mama if i could go home a bit late today. I told him, 'Mama knows you already. Don't have to worry much.'
So, we met at around 9pm. Got home at ard 11.30pm.
I'm tired. But i can't sleep. It's been days i'm like this. The timing of my sleep totally changed. I'll get to sleep after sahur, then woke up about an hour before buka. No idea what went wrong.

Anyways, BITCHES, Mama told me to tell you guys that she wants to meet all her "kids" aSAP. She thought it'll be nice to meet on Saturday. Buka at geylang, jalan-jalan cari pasal for a while, and then, Hasni, it'll be sweet of you if you could follow and help us to carry things at Sheng Siong, wanna buy some stuffs for raya and all. =)
Get back to me very soon ok guys?

That's about all for now. Blog again some other time. tata~

-boy, i wish you were mine.-

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what a day..

Sunday, September 23, 20072:04 AM

I just got home. Again, from Geylang. Whee~
Went there with the pham, after buka-ing at my aunt's place.
The Pham, by the way, includes:-

Mama
My 1st Aunt
My 2nd Aunt
My Uncle & Wife
My 1st Cousin & Wife
My 2nd Cousin
My 3rd Cousin
My Granny
My Sister
My Brother

Except for my 2nd cousin and my brother, we all took the van my 1st cousin's driving.
It was fun. Having all of them around, especially my cousins, makes my day. I laughed almost every single minute. Made me forget the tough times i'm having, for a while. Thanks, guys. Love ya'll.
Oh, lets see who i've met today at the bazaar.

Hizami, an old admirer who stays at my neighborhood when i was a kid.
Abg Sombong, a guy whom i used to lay my eyes on at school. (Has, aku jumpa dia jugak la sey. hahas)
My other cousins.
My young uncle, who joined us, with girlfriend.
My another cousin, who has a girlfriend the same name as my family-name, Syira.
Didi, one of Stardom 05's soloist, with Salem and Wandi.
Faiz & Syam, met them at First Lady where they work. hehs.
Saosin, an online friend. Don't know what's his real name though.

Quite a number huh. Only a day... hmm.. I wonder how many i'll meet if i drop by Geylang again, tomorrow. Hahs!
Oh, Has, cute pulak belo aku tu tadi. Dia style rambot dia ok.. hahas!
I guess that's about it.
And oh, i need a part-time job soon! Help me someone. I'm tired of looking for it, anyway. hahs! Maklomlah, bulan puasa kan.. Nak jalan-jalan sebelom buka, tak larat. Takder energy. lols!

-Life's a BITCH!-

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dendeng.. FINALLY!

Tuesday, September 18, 200711:59 PM

Dendeng...FINALLY! hahs.
Just got home from Geylang with Mama, Iqa, Khai and his friend.
Oh, he pm-ed me in msn saying how much he misses me. hahs.
So.. There, we meet up on this very day.
That bacin joined us after breaking our fast.
Coincidently, we wore the same colour. Pink. hehs.
Damn. Should have taken the pics together man.. hahs.
Brought home my dendeng, lekor and sotong-filled-char-kuey. For sahur. hee. Nice~
Finally get to eat all those. hahs.

Hmm.. Lets see, i met Hali look-alike or maybe he, himself, with girlfriend but didn't dare to approach. hahs. takot salah org k. Then i met Khalil and friends. Finally he get to meet KhaiBurger he's been asking about. hehs. I miss Aidil though. Hope there will be a gathering soon or something.

Has, Fird.. Plan on something soon k. I miss you guys.

Ok. I'm done. Adios~

-Seize the day..-

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sick again.

Monday, September 17, 20078:49 PM

I'm sick again. No. Let me rephrase that.
I'm still sick. I just hope, to get well very soon.
So that i can 'jalan-jalan cari makan' at Geylang in the next few days.
I just can't wait to get there! Firstly, I want to eat DENDENG! Then, i hope to meet my friends. When Hasni blogged about bumping into her 11 friends in two days, i got so eager that i wanna bump into my friends too. Especially the old ones. hehs.
So dear God, pls, i don't wanna be sick anymore. I promise to be a good girl. heee..

I'm here to blog about one of my dearest fren, Syakir.
How i know him? Ain't important. hehs.
At first when i knew this guy, i thought he's the easy-going type of guy. Really got along pretty well that time. Didn't know he's somehow, hot-headed.
And no, i've no regrets knowing someone like him. I used to like the way he talked to me. Sweet and nice. But we ended up arguing often. No idea what went wrong. I can't really blame him. Maybe i'm the problem.
But whatever it is, i'm glad for once, i know you, Syakir. I know you've been having a hard time trying to get over your ex and stuff. Time will heal. Insyallah. Just be patient. I'm always here for you.
And oh, what happened just now, i'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you in any way. Just so you know, i care.

-Live.Laugh.Love-

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Sick on the first few days of Ramadhan.

Friday, September 14, 200710:33 PM

Woke up today, feeling sick.
Been having slight fever, flu, headaches and coughs since the very first day of Ramadhan.
Cobaan betol la~
So today, felt sore at the throat. It was awfully painful. I couldn't take it anymore so i went to Polyclinic. Damn, the policeman on duty is sooo HOT. hahas. I know upon reading this, Hasni will go, 'Ira ni tak abes-abes. Asek cuci mata ajer', padahal kalau kau ader kat situ, kau pon same. lols!
After collecting my medicine, i went home. Had to break my fast 'coz i really couldn't take it anymore. After that, i went to sleep. Soo nice. hahs.

Oh, there's some good news. Mama told me, we will be having a small Open House, on the 2nd day of raya, for the very last time at our home. Sengkang. Rivervale Cres.
So, yeah. How nice. hehs.
I hope to gather all my dear friends. The old and the new.
Will be celebrating Mama's birthday too. korang-korang, mama mintak present.
So, you guys know what to do. hee.

Feeling drowsy now, after taking my med. Better go. =)

-Help me cure my pain.-

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Happy Ramadhan!

Wednesday, September 12, 20075:35 PM

Ok. I seriously have nothing to write.
All i did ever since hols started is eat, sleep, clean up the house and cook.
Cook?? Can u actually believe that? I told Mama, i don't know what and how to cook.
She told me to just try. So i gave it a try.
Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis. Ayam Masak Kicap. It was pretty nice though. hahs!
Thanks to dear Fauzi for the Ayam Masak Kicap recipe. hehs.
And so, i told mama to cook for the whole fasting month. I know i'm gonna screw up without tasting the stuffs i cook. So, it's better if Mama cook herself. lols.

Here it comes. Month of Ramadhan. I can't believe days passed by so fast. And soon, it's gonna be Hari Raya.
Geez. How excited could i be?! So, yeah.. Almost everything for raya is ready. Except the fact that we're moving house soon. Sold the house already. Just need to find a place to stay. Sad, huh? Last year over here, celebrating Hari Raya and perhaps my birthday too, since i'm not sure when exactly we're moving out. Oh, its soo sad. I bet i'm gonna cry soon. Won't be able to go to school with my dearest kecik anymore. How sad, again. -sigh-

Whatever it is, life still has to go on.

So, happy fasting people!

-Tears don't fall..-

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in loving memory of Aidil Jaafar

Monday, September 03, 20078:21 PM

In Loving Memory of Aidil Ja'afar
1984 - 2007

Semoga allahyarham dicucuri rahmat. Amin.

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