Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:
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Forgive my sins for i won't see you again..
Thursday, April 26, 20075:55 PM
Influenced by what Hasni wrote in her blog..
To my dearest friends.. Noramin a.k.a My Twin, 8 years, bro.. We've been through thick and thin together.. Time passes by so fast that i feel as if i've just known you.. You're someone who's known as a good dancer, now.. I'm so glad you've made it this far.. I hope you'll still be the old Amin, i know.. Don't let fame conquer your mind.. For you'll never know, you might lose the one you love most.. Keep in mind that i'll always be here for you. I love you. Nur Hasni a.k.a My Go-To-School-Buddy, The youngest bitch in the group.. My life's complete having you around to guide me.. Remember, love the one's loving you.. Treasure him.. Who knows, he might be the right one for you.And i'm here to share your happiness.. I love you, girl. Aizuddin a.k.a Mr Latecomer, The bitch King.. Things go wild having you around.. You bring laughters to my world of sorrows.. I'm glad you're around.. Thank you, for the joy and laughter.. I love you too, bitch. Firdiana a.k.a The Translator, The oldest bitch in the group yet, so cute.. You saved me from my sorrows.. Don't look down on yourself.. They don't know.. You've been wonderful.. Thanks for always being there when i needed someone to talk to.. I heart you, girl. Mastura & Zahirah a.k.a The Kecoh-rable, I thank you for being a friend.. We might not be close but i treasure our friendship.. Good luck in your future endeavours.. Dearests.. Alfian a.k.a Decamon, Things have changed. We change too.. I'm sorry if i've hurt you.. We did try to make things work, but i guess, it didn't help huh? Trust me.. I still can't get over him.. You know who i mean.. But i'm glad i met you. You brought light into my life even it's for awhile.. I treasure the friendship we have.. Thank you.. Kamal Ersyad a.k.a SyAD, You've been the sweetest.. I can't deny you being so nice to me and yet i treated you badly.. You know i didn't mean to leave you like that. I had to.. I didn't wanna lie to you.. I didn't wanna hurt you more.. I'm sorry.. So sorry.. Hate doing this to someone like you.. You deserve someone better.. Al Hafiz a.k.a HopelessFuckUnromantic, I don't know how you managed to win my heart, but u did. I don't know how you make me look like a fool, but u did. And now, after i read the things in your blog and the songs u made, i know where i stand.. Still, i treasure you for the sweetest times we had.. You'll find the right one for you one day.. I'm not giving up, but the things you wrote, i believe, there's no point in waiting.. Thank you for everything.. The sweetest & the harshest moments we had.. I'll never ever forget.. And i thank you, for sometimes being there when i needed someone badly.. I can't believe that i still miss you.. Fakhrin a.k.a Gpol, My Prince Charming.. We've known each other for a whole 2 yrs now.. You've always been the best, sweets. But the things you did before, i can never forget. And i have to be careful of you.. But since you said you're not here to fool around, i might take your words. And in fact, i'm giving my heart to you.. But then again, things might not happen as it planned.. So, i'll just go with the flow.. Praying hard that you're the one for me.. 'Coz there's no other man who treats me like you do.. -Thank You, all..- |
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Can't Bring Myself To Hate You
Friday, April 20, 20076:11 PM
I wanna make it clear that..
I wanna get over you.. I wanna leave everything we had.. I just wanna hate you so much that it hurts.. I don't know why.. Why i feel this way.. I know u can never be mine.. And i tried.. I tried to forget you.. But every time my friends talked about you.. I feel lost.. I feel like im alone again.. No.. They don't know what exactly happened.. And i'm hating you for every words you said.. Tears fall.. Heart ache.. I wanna hate you.. But i can't.. 'Coz i love you too much to hate you.. God, help me.. Give me the strength i need.. Bring me the happiness, i deserve.. For i'm no longer strong.. p/s: Has, i'm not a psychotic. The video i made was 2 weeks before i found out everything.. And i hope you understand how much he means to me.. -You took everything i had..- |
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A day that goes by with emptiness..
Thursday, April 19, 20074:40 PM
School started 3 days ago.. Was ok.. But i missed my B I T C H E S. That made me excited for school.. Well, the newbies came.. And the 1st day i had to handle them myself. Was tough since they all complaint it was boring.. I didn't know what to do `coz i, myself, is tired.. So, i asked for Firdiana's help.. It didn't went that well though, but heck. I did my job. =) Anyways, went for Mediacorp to watch Dancefloor, even though i was exhausted.. It was WORTH going, anyway. My heart beats fast when Fantastic Four was at the Bottom 3. Almosty cried, ok.. Hehe. They made it, though.. Through FINALS bebeh!! WuhHoOo!!! Gonna cheer for them.. Scream my heart out.. Do whatever i can to support them. Hehee.. And.. Yah.. As usual, we waited for them to get home together.. They were late.. But Abg Ewan melted me when he apologised.. *melts* lols. I hugged Gino(who i'm calling Boyfriend, now) first, then Amin.. Wanted to hug Abg Ewan too.. But... Heh. Shy la.. So, i forget about hugging him and asked to take photos with them. See below Vas & Pris with Mama & Iqa  Fantastic Four with Mama & Ira  Cool huh? Wanted to take pics with JDI & BFC.. But i was, somehow, very shy.. So, i had to forget it. Heheh. Anyways, Firdiana wanted me to share some stuff of my very own.. So, here it is.. Final Goodbye Been trying to reach you.. Searching you here n there.. Could it be you're running away from me? What did i do to deserve that? Boy, we were close.. Very close to almost falling in love.. I hoped for more.. But i know there won't be a response.. You took away all i had.. You came to me in tears.. Saying u wont fall in love again.. And i waited fer a miracle to happen between us.. And there you go.. It felt stupid.. I was hurt again.. I got a message from a friend.. Saying he saw you with someone new.. You were too happy to realise someone was watching u.. Where was the YOU i knew? You came to me in tears.. Saying you wont fall in love again.. And i waited fer a miracle to happen between us.. And there you go.. It felt stupid.. I was hurt again.. And here i go.. Making a vow never to look for you.. Ever again.. Oh no.. This is a final goodbye.. My final goodbye.. So long, my dear.. You've hurt me enough.. -You dont even care..- |
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What comes around goes around..
Thursday, April 12, 200712:39 AM
Hey hey hey!
I'm back...! lols Well, ive been having problems with my pc.. And i don't know how my broadband connection got affected. And... that was why i didn't blog for a few months. Now, i've got a lappy.. So, while seeking help from my personal technician, i'm using this lappy at the mean time.. Heh. Anyways, i just got back from Mediacorp.. Watching DanceFloor, supporting all the contenders esp my very very dearest, Fantastic Four!! FINALLY, we(me & mama) got a seat at the front with Amin's family after 2 weeks of sitting either in the middle or at the very top.. And no, my face wasn't on tv.. Moving on, they did the Samba for the Ballroom dance. I find it awefully AWESOME!! Well, i must say that i had a great time.. And as usual, we waited for them and went home together.. =) Right.. I'm done with having fun for a day.. School starts on Monday.. And i'm left with about 4 days to have more fun and celebrate.. But.. Honestly, i've got nothing to do.. Just laze around at home and i believe, im "growing".. Haiz.. So much of having holidays, huh? So.. I read Adi's blog and damn!, he's good in malay poetry.. As he said, if there's anyone who wants to make a song out of their poetry, tell him and he'll make a song for it.. And in fact, i wanna make one.. At least i have something to do for a few days before school starts.. Heh. So i guess, that's it.. Will write more when i have something on my mind.. Toodles! Well actually, i've got something for a start.. Terkadang aku tertanya.. Adakah benar kata-kata cinta yang diluahkan.. Adakah ianya lahir dari hati yang tulus ikhlas? Kerana aku takut.. Untuk berulang kalinya.. Sungguh kau payah untuk membuktikannya.. How's that sound? ;) -Guardian of my heart..- |
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Whatever they might say.. Whatever they would say..
Monday, April 09, 20073:25 PM
Let them say
The scars will go with the day that passes by Leave them criticising There's a killing of dream Leave them laughing This darkness will be the colour of life forever Leave them consolling `Coz there will still be a heart beat If they say There's a promise that's filling the darkness It's a question of the heart If they talk about being true It only means being strong If they joked There's no joke that promises a love of a lifetime If they make guesses It's the matter of accepting what life has in store for us Whatever that will be said, feelings will be a matter Promises will forever remain as promises for the living Being sure is the matter of being daring But what's for sure Don't give me shadows of hope `Coz it's yesterday's promises and dreams.. -I'm Someone New..- |
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