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So much love & gratitude you have for whom you call a "Sister".
Tuesday, August 07, 20079:50 PM
I'm deeply hurt.
And i'm so soo mad. He, has complications with Em again. Told me and Fird to help him. We tried. And i ended up getting mad. He told us Em is not talking to him after RE:MIX since. So, me and Fird planned to have a talk with Em on msn. But Em told me everything before i could add Fird up. She gave me a copied convo of them. I read. And read. Until... There's a part where he told Em that he was upset about something. Which i strongly feel, it's about me. Hell bro, i DID came for RE:MIX 07. Even though i was there for awhile, i TOLD you i came..with MAMA. Why the hell you tell others that you're upset about something you shouldn't be upset about? THAT was unacceptable already, but i wasn't so fucked up about it. Went on reading.. Until.. He told Em that he should be happy with her and the rest who've been supporting him ever since, no one else. And he owe them alot. Also, he should be thankful and all. FUCK. THIS is where i get so freaken mad. Where the hell am i placed, here? In his fucking pocket where he could find me when he has no one to turn to?? Honestly, i CAN. But i can't accept the fact that you, w/o knowing, trying to bring me down.. It's as if i was NEVER there for you. And others will think i'm just a sister by NAME. I mean, yes we are, by name but we're like really siblings already la... and you KNOW it. They, who hardly know me, will think that i'm just gaining your popularity by name. And you will NEVER realise what you did... NEVER WILL. Tell me.. What should i say to Mama if she gets to know about this? Everything came in a split second. Can't believe all the ones who're dear to me, could hurt me when i need them most. Especially... NOW. -It hurts like hell..- |
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