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It matters...?
Thursday, July 19, 20077:57 PM
Tell me..
'Coz i simply can't understand.. Why do people, go for looks? You get old anyways, right? Then why do people go for perfect vital stats? As we grow old, we get some fats too and it all goes flabby.. right? And why, do people..care about the age? It's just a number. We all die one day, anyway.. right? So, why do people have to be damn choosy about all these? ..even if others, wanna befriend them? Is it wrong? Is it a sin? I just can't understand.. I knew a guy from friendster.. He's Adi's friend. I added him in msn. Just to know if i knew him before as he look somehow familiar.. He've seen my pic in msn. I think that pic look somehow acceptable to him. So we exchanged numbers(thinking of him, as Adi's friend). So, he called me one night. And we talked. Like Adi, he loves to sing. So he sang some songs on the phone. Reminding me of how i first knew Adi. Every little thing he do, reminds me of Adi. After checking out my friendster profile the next day, he kept quiet. Not even an sms from him. And THAT, really recall me on what Adi did to me 3 years back. I'm sorry Adi, i didn't mean to bring this up again. But, what your friend did, is exactly the same as what you did to me before.. except that you went silent after meeting me. I KNOW i'm not an attractive person. I'm not perfect and all.. No one is. But i do have a heart..feelings too. Is it wrong to just be friends with the ones who's uglier or whatsoever? Gosh. I'm not saying as if i'm soo not choosy. I am, honestly. But not to the extend of looking for someone who has the looks and all. Just as long as i don't get sick and tired of looking at him, is good enough. lols. So.. Someone please make me understand. -It don't really matter. All i want is you..- |
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I'm Happy!
Sunday, July 15, 20079:59 PM
Yippee!
I'm super happy today. hehs. Syad told me that he bought a new creative mp3 for only $99. I quickly asked him where to buy and all.. Then, i searched for a friend who could accompany me to Plaza Singapura to check that stuff out. Unfortunately, no one was available. Bucok got injured this morning after a soccer match. So, i asked mama if she wants to. Coz i know she's fasting today and i thought it might not be a good idea.. But she said, 'yeah, why not?'. So, i met her at her workplace(my brother sent me there. that was the very first time i sat on his bike!). Then we went to PS. Loads of people today. Of course, it's Sunday. So, i rushed down to Creative boutique itself and look for Creative Zen Stone Plus. I quickly showed mama then went to the cashier. Sounds like one kiasu Singaporean huh? lols. Hey, i was excited, you know. Then i thought i should get the skin with clip too as it gets scratches easily.. So i told mama, i didn't have enough cash with me. She said, 'you pay me back lah'. lols. After paying it, we went down.. Mama bought some bread for herself. She was really hungry but didn't wanna eat outside. hehs. So.. She told me Dorothy Perkins designs are nice and they come in sizes like mine. So we checked them out. It was my lucky day. They were having a 50% off on certain merchandise. I saw this sleeveless dress, which looks kinda nice, and hold on to it to try it out..with some t-shirts and white jeans. After trying it out, mama said i don't need the t-shirts since she can get it for me at her workplace. Without saying much, she hold the jeans i tried, and the sleeveless dress and asked me about some accessories there. It was nice.. But, there were too many people there and some of the necklaces were broken and all. So, i thought, 'Just forget it.' So, mama paid everything. I was sooo happy! lols. Then, Fadzly called. I made him jealous by telling him about what i had for today. I really did. lols. I already got you a lil something-something, dearie. No worries.. After all that, i kissed mama and said Thank You. =) We went home happily.. hee. p/s: i know Abang will think i begged mama for the stuffs. Abg, i didn't even wanna try. Mama was showing her 'OkGo' mood. hehs. So, i just go with the flow. =) -Words can't describe how much you mean to me...- |
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Harry Potter wasn't that satisfying..
Saturday, July 14, 20071:29 PM
Hullo. Hullo.
I've been super lazy to blog. But i have to.. So that i can give some updates to you guys. If there's some of you who've been wondering if i'm still single or already attached.. Well.. The answer would be... I'm.. Still.. Unattached. hehs. Whatever lah kan..~ Anyways.. I've watched Harry Potter yesterday with bucok at AMK Hub. The place was ok. The seats were a bit.. uncomfortable for me. I prefer GV Vivo though. hehs. Like Fird says.. The movie was unsatisfying. It DEFINITELY was. Bucok fell asleep for a while. hehs. Poor him. He was tired. I felt a lil guilty though. hee.. But he was late for nearly an hour, OK. I hated that. I hate waiting. URGH! Perhaps i should be the one who'll come late, next time. hehs. Last Thursday mama and me went for CEMTA Arts Potpourri in ITE Simei to watch Aidil & Khalil perform.. Khalil performance was rather entertaining. He danced more than singing. lols. It was cute though. Aidil's performance was a blast. He never fails to impress me. It was superb. Peep into my multiply site and view the video i took. It's blurry though. Sorry. My digi cam was low in memory. So i had to record it using my cell phone's. So... i think that's about it. Will blog again soon.. -Love me for who i am..- |
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July Already!
Saturday, July 07, 20074:39 PM
So..
Haven't been blogging for about... a week or so? whatever. I've been feeling lazy to blog. lols. Anyways, last thursday, went to collect my pay with my CBFs. Then, we went shopping!! hee. We went to Novena SQ and then to Bugis. Met bucok there with Adi, his cousin. One cute guy.. Nice too. hehs. I didn't really shop though. Even though i had the intention. I just don't know what to get for myself. So, i settled my bills first. hehs. At Bugis, i didn't know to follow who, exactly. Bucok & Adi were looking for different stuffs then my CBFs. Then Hadri came with a great idea. We shop first, then we meet again somewhere. But then... My battery was like totally flat. I panicked for awhile. Asked bucok what i had to do and all, till Adi told us to exchange sim cards for awhile.. Not knowing i didn't save their numbers in my sim card. lols. THEN.. Bucok suddenly remembered i called him using Hadri's number earlier. It was like after we exchanged sim card then he remember it all. *rolls eyes* No point already. So, i had to go home with bucok and Adi. He told me to follow them to Bedok then take 87 from there. It was like 11pm. And then i asked, 'enough time? it's 11pm oready.', he said, 'ya lah.. trust me.' So, when we reached Bedok interchange, it was already 11.35pm. The last bus has left. I was totally mad at him. So, i kept quiet. Then, i thought i might as well take a cab back home. So, i told him to just bring me to the place where i can get a cab. He went to the atm machine, draw out some cash and gave it to me. I said, 'i don't need that. i have cash. just bring me to where i can get a cab'. He keep insisting, calling me by our "MANJA" names while walking, so i ignored him. This is the part where i almost faint. While waiting for the cab, he called my name.. I turned and asked, 'what?'. He looked at me and said, 'sorryy..'. I just smiled. He called me again, didn't say anything but just looked me in the eyes. I was like, OMG! 'turn ira, turn.' So, i just smiled quickly and looked away. He did that twice. I ALMOST faint, i tell you. Finally, i got a cab. And before i went in, he said, 'Bacin! Don't forget to call me when you've reached home'. And.. that was it. Damn. He is soo irresistable. Haiz... The next day, i accompanied Kak Ratna and her husband for an interview at Cisco. Amin sms-ed saying he wanted to go to the movies. So, we went to Vivo City and watched, TRANSFORMERS! It's the 2nd time i watched. lols. First was with Hasni. hehs.. Like always, no matter where we are, we will surely fight about silly things. Silly Amin. Always ask for a fight. But i tell you, he looked HOT that day. lols. Then suddenly, i felt like i'm sooo.. unfashionable. I don't really care what i wear to town. I just wear what i think is comfortable. Unless, there's occasion, then i'll wear some lady-like stuffs. Haiz.. But so what. I'm with Amin, my twin. He doesn't really care though. I didn't look that bad, he said. lols. So, yeah.. He bought himself a sleeveless shirt from Pull and Bear's. Which, i chose. I think it really suits him. hehs. I bought a nice, HOT t-shirt from Esprit for Fadzly, a dear friend of mine, as a birthday present. You'll look extremely gorgeous, dearie. Trust me. =) So, i guess that's about it. I'm tired. Will write again some time soon. -Do you care if i say, 'I Love You'?- |
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