<body>
sheyrasidik
read me if you can.
about the girl-next-next-door.
who is she?
Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:

affiliates
the people around her.
DylaAhmad AzuraLisha NanamiLyana Dee KakWani AbdulHakimHj
speak
silence is my sound..NOT!

archives
her past anthologies.
April 2005 April 2005
May 2005 May 2005
June 2005 June 2005
July 2005 July 2005
August 2005 August 2005
September 2005 September 2005
October 2005 October 2005
November 2005 November 2005
December 2005 December 2005
June 2006 June 2006
July 2006 July 2006
August 2006 August 2006
September 2006 September 2006
October 2006 October 2006
November 2006 November 2006
December 2006 December 2006
January 2007 January 2007
February 2007 February 2007
April 2007 April 2007
May 2007 May 2007
June 2007 June 2007
July 2007 July 2007
August 2007 August 2007
September 2007 September 2007
October 2007 October 2007
November 2007 November 2007
December 2007 December 2007
January 2008 January 2008
February 2008 February 2008
March 2008 March 2008
April 2008 April 2008
May 2008 May 2008
June 2008 June 2008
July 2008 July 2008
August 2008 August 2008
September 2008 September 2008
October 2008 October 2008
November 2008 November 2008
December 2008 December 2008
January 2009 January 2009
February 2009 February 2009
March 2009 March 2009
April 2009 April 2009
May 2009 May 2009
June 2009 June 2009
July 2009 July 2009
August 2009 August 2009
September 2009 September 2009
October 2009 October 2009
November 2009 November 2009
December 2009 December 2009
January 2010 January 2010
March 2010 March 2010
April 2010 April 2010
May 2010 May 2010
June 2010 June 2010
August 2011 August 2011
September 2011 September 2011
June 2013 June 2013
July 2013 July 2013
August 2013 August 2013
September 2013 September 2013
October 2013 October 2013
credits
clap my hands for you.
Layout : materialisti-c
Resources: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I hate to feel what i feel now..
Monday, May 21, 20078:29 PM
Sick!
Sick!
Sick!

Went to visit the doctor this noon and had to skip the last class. Was feeling damn giddy.
It took a whole damn 2 hours to meet the doctor and get the medicines.
Feeling more sick than ever.
Anyways, while i was on my way to the bus stop near my school, i saw Syad. I was listening to my iPod and was looking for some songs. I believe, Syad saw me. I looked up, i wanted to say hi when he just walked off. I felt, as if, he hates me now. Well, what can i do? People do misjudge others. So, what can i say?

Syad, i didn't pray for things like these to happen. I've moved on. It's not easy. Never was. But i never turned back, right? I'm sorry for everything. I know you hate me now. I just want us to be like other normal friends. I don't wanna lie to myself and i don't wanna lie to you. I want to be strong. I have to. I know i can and i know you can too. You've got the charm. Go for someone better instead of stupid, ugly me. I'm not worthy of you. You really do deserve someone better.
There was once i dreamt of Parabenz playing my favourite song, Too Close For Comfort by McFly, which reminds me of what i did to you. And the guilt is always there. But i can't turn back the time. I wish i could. Too often i think about what i did to you till i dream of you. Trust me, it hurts to hurt you. Thank you for the wonderful memories, though. It can never be erased.
And i do miss those times we had.


To my dearest Abg Bom Bom,

Panjang umurnya,
Panjang umurnya,
Panjang umurnya serta mulia..
Serta muuliiaa.. Serta muuliiaa..

Happy Advanced Birthday, bro. Wishing you all the best in your future endeavours.
Love you, man.



-Some things are better left unsaid..-
back to the top