What a BORING and DULL life i'm leading to..
Sunday, January 07, 20073:07 PM
Been thinking lately. Having a deep thought about boys, love and relationship.For a start..Falling in love, is nice. Surely, it is.My experience taught me alot and how i tried not to fall into the wrong guy again.It keeps happening. Ended up getting hurt.Danny once told me, 'Most girls are DUMB. Know why? They keep falling in love for the wrong guy cause they chose to. If they were careful enough, they wouldn't be easy falling for someone.'Why, thank you honey. You widened my eyes and my brains. I'm deeply greatful to have you as a friend. Btw, Danny's a mix blood. He has the indian look. He still looks cute and charming to me. Still, how flirtatious he could be, he's careful with the girls he's mixed with. He doesn't fall for someone as easy as me. He rides a bike. In a design group. But, who cares? He's not like other 'Mat Motor's i've known. I love you, honey. =)Back to the topic.The married man is now happy, getting back together with his wife and think of the kids best interests, matters most to him. How the hell i know? Friendster. His profile shows it all. Can't deny the fact that i missed him DEARLY. But heck, what else can i do? Just pray for someone better to come and take me home. The place where i should be. Has & Fir, i'm sorry your friend's turning to be a real Bitch or a Slut or a Whore or whatever you might call it, i just can't help the way i feel for him. It takes time, darlings. And i really hope Amin doesn't read this post of mine or i'll be DEAD.It's getting harder each and every time i wanna fall for someone.-It's a pity. My love was pure, and you threw it all away.-
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