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He Just Called Me A Whore.
Thursday, November 30, 20068:28 PM
Hot News!
29.11.06 ME: someone's not talking to me huh.. *blueck* HIM: ?? ME:ish! u ni kan.. tanak bobal ngan me ke?? HIM: did u actually read my personal nick? (his PN was 'at fren's crib. doin project'.) ME: bobal ngan zura bleh, ngan me tak bleh? (merajok manja kejap..) HIM: i tak reply msg die pun ME: hmmm.. ye la.. carry on wit ur werk.. HIM: ok bai.. Here's the interesting part.. HIM: haf fun with ur hady :s HIM: hady SUCKS anyway.. wakakaka.. bye ME: darling.. itz nt like hady's mine...... n no, he aint suck HIM: ok then.. he's a fucker ME: joe! wadz wit u?? HIM: nothing.. hady just a LOSER ME: if he's a loser, y did he win? ME: u know wad? HIM: he just won cos his handsome.. yuckss! ME: i aint gonna argue wit u over silly things. ive had it HIM: wadeva. u love hady, go and find him.. i rather be myself and single.. jasmine is my friend's cousin neighbour.. thats how we know each other ME: so....? HIM: do u have hady's mobile number? ME: wadever fer? its nt like i need it HIM: then be so over on him! he sucha.. uh... mummy's boy? XD ME: *shocked* HIM: anyway, i dun wanna waste my time.. im off - peace - After a while.. ME: hey.. *shocked* im a bitch now? ok HIM:??? so u admit lah.. well, i dun mind though ME: what?? of course u dnt mind.. u never cared HIM: whatever~ ME: yea wadever. HIM: to tell the truth, ur the 1 being an ass hole. i love u so much ME: seriously, i dnt know wad i did wrong, til i deserve diz HIM: till i tell all my ex that i wont be able to go with them anymore except u HIM: wad da f***! so ur in love with ur f***ing hady mirza la? eeew.. ME: what?? joe. he's juz an idol. itz nt like i can really HAVE him.. HIM: then leave him alone ME: joe.. im nt disturbing him.. stop being jealous at da wrong time.. HIM: im not f***ing jealous! its u being a whore.. who is jealous of me having a crush with jasmine ME: WHAT??? ME: well thk u fer callin me dat.. at least i know where i stand now in ur heart. n NO i wasnt jealous of anything.. derz no reason of y i should b jealous of her. thks And the conversation ended there.. Just like that.. Lame huh? I'm not sure if it's me or it's him. I'll just get over it, anyway. Been tolerating that ego of his since the day we were together. Guess he'll never change now. Joe, you never once proved that you need me. And it's not only about love that we need, to be with each other. Figure it out. p/s: i don't know if he knows what's the meaning of WHORE. =) -And i'm aware.. I'm in love but you don't care- |
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Shagged..
Friday, November 24, 20069:35 PM
Well.. I'm bored.. So, i blog..
Been feeling tired lately.. Maybe didn't have enough sleep since monday.. School schedule just sucks.. To the core.. Everyday finish at 5pm.. Am i working office hours or what? No life man.. Well, don't wanna complain more.. Some are worse than me. So, shall complain no more.. Well, last week i bought Hady Mirza's album, and just just now i bought Taufik Batisah's.. Cool huh? The songs are nice.. Esp Hady's song, Merpati.. Damn! I'm so in love with him. And.. No, i'm not having a good time now.. Sick, Tired & Bored.. and it goes on.. Sick of what? Tired of what? Bored of what? Just everything. Will write more about it sooner or later. Till then.. -She's sexy. She's hot. She attend to your needs. Boy, i gotta say, i'm just not HER.- |
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Fact or Fiction?
Saturday, November 18, 200612:01 AM
Sick, sick & sick...
Ain't getting any better.. Went to family clinic the other day.. Was shocked when the doc told me i might have an asthma if it doesn't get better.. Is it gonna be severe? The ans : No idea. Just hoping to get better.. Well, just got back from RP.. Accompanied Amin to his dance training.. Tired, exhausted, sleepy.. Talked to Firdiana about how i tried to help Amin.. He's just too humble.. That's where the problem lies.. People take advantage of him.. Moreover, he's popular now.. It's not that i'm jealous when girls go crazy about him.. I mean, i don't need to go crazy about him.. I am part of him.. And i'm proud to have him as my twin.. I just don't want him to get hurt anymore.. I can't bear to see him in a mess.. Get it this time bro, i love you loads, i mean it.. No matter how many times we fought over silly things, i still love you. Afterall, we're twins.. People who are close to us knows how silly & childish we can be.. And bro, just be REAL CAREFUL with the people around you.. Gonna have a wedding event tomorrow at Jurong West.. Hopefully, everything goes well.. ZURAIDI! You ought to come. I need you. I won't be able to sing loads cause of this sickness. Anyways, talked to Joe on msn.. Found out that he still loves me.. Well, do i have the same feeling towards him? I do miss him, though.. But i'm not sure.. I have someone in mind.. But still, i ain't putting any hopes on anyone.. Just going with the flow.. Ahmad Johan, i hope you understand.. Give me some time k? -The reason of why i'm still alone is.. YOU- |
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Surrender
Friday, November 10, 20069:44 PM
Hey.. Blogging again as boredom arises.
Well anyways, i've been looking for songs that meant alot to me.. And, i've found one, i guess.. A song by Matchbook Romance - Surrender(you're listening to it now). It's a nice song, which meant a lil of what i'm feeling/facing now. Things like loving someone but he doesn't love the other or vice versa, makes me sick. I've been through it, ALOT. Been rejected, most of the time. I know where i stand, though. It's not like i'm giving up, but i'll just need a break now. Need sometime to think of what i wanna do with my life. And of course, resisting the temptation of eyeing on cute guys is way too high. Sorry, it's just me. Heh! But hey, who can refrain from looking at handsome guys? But if you were to ask which i prefer, i would say, i like the cute and the sweet ones better. I won't get sick and tired, looking and admiring him all the time! And oh, when the makciks or pakciks asked me about boyfriend, my mum would do her job while i smile sweetly at them. She's the best at this! I mean, who would want me? I would wanna get married someday, but hey, who needs a boyfriend now when i can have my freedom? And when i get bored, my iPod's the best in accompanying me. Boyfriends? Not in my mind, at least not for now. Been feeling sick these days. Cough with phlegm, flu, bad headaches..... Don't know what's happening to me. I wanna live life to the fullest before anything worse happens to me. Heh! And so.. to end my say, i would like to wish a wonderful Happy Birthday to Firdiana & Rusydi! 'Til then.. -I'll love someone only if he would die for me- |
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Collection? Wasn't as much as Amin!
Saturday, November 04, 20069:33 PM
Well, went to Vivocity this afternoon..
It's huge! Friggin' huge! Couldn't walk much, thanks to dear blisters on my foot.. Went to Giant to shop.. Bought loads of stuff, as raya's collections wasn't that bad, so i decided to shop a 'lil.. I had fun! Shopping comes once in 2 mths, for me.. My sis did quite a lot of shopping.. All at Giant.. Anyways, went for 'Jalan Raya' with my classmates yesterday.. First house was Dynn's at bedok.. By the time we reached woodlands, i couldn't bear the pain on my foot.. Blisters all over! Damn! I couldn't stand the pain 'til i went home from Amin's place. Couldn't make it for the last house at Amin's aunt's place.. Reached home at about 1130pm or so.. Quickly took a shower, changed and rest my foot.. Felt the ease~ But still, i couldn't walk properly.. Haiz.. But i had fun yesterday.. And oh, thanks to Hasni for the bracelets.. I loike~ Happy Birthday to my friends who are born on the month of November. =) -To Love Or Not To Love..- |
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