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Happy Holidays!
Wednesday, December 20, 200610:06 PM
It's been 5 days since school holidays started..
And i haven't got anything to do except sleep, eat, go out, go online... Anyways, got a new handphone yesterday.. Thanks to dear Amin, who accompanied me to get the phone.. Thanks for waiting, the lame jokes u had, the thang you keep doing, making fun of yourself(still, it has effects on me, bitch! lols), the argues we had... etc. You're lucky you had mama to cover you.. I'm always to blame. Dang! Heh. You're gonna get your feet all bruised one day. =) Overall, i'm glad you were there.. And now we have the friggin' same phone! Haha! What to do ya, TWINS. Nothing much to do this holidays. Feel like working. But, can't find any yet. Will just have to wait and see, i suppose. Anyways, while accompanying Amin, who's looking for a gift for his brother at Topman, HE smsed me, which was a shock to me. He asked to call, so i called for awhile. I was being cold towards him on the phone, but heck.. At least i'm being cold rather than not talking to him at all. After awhile, we hung up. Then he smsed saying that he was sorry for being a jerk and all. He also said the truth, he's getting back to his wife.. for the kids. I was DAMN upset at first, but to think back, it's the right thing to do. I've always advised him to do that. But the fact that he's been always on my mind and that i missed him dearly, he said that too. I know i shouldn't have gotten myself into this mess. But fate, what can i do? Now, he still wants us to be friends. I'm not sure what for, but still, i appreciate that. I hope things turns out well between the two of them.. Just for the kids. Yeah. I'm deeply hurt now. And i'm gonna be busy.. Busy mending the pieces of my broken heart. -How will i ever get over you..?- |
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