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If I Fall..
Friday, September 22, 200611:43 AM
This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same And this is for the ones who have lost it all When all that's left to gain Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away How can I say Say I'll be okay And if I fall through these days that go by without cause Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on Now that the line's been brokenI'm too afraid to just look back The pages have left an empty space You were all I had Why does it have to be this way These things they'll never change Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need -They've Moved On- |
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Friend's Don't Always Last..
Friday, September 08, 200610:06 PM
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do? You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt. When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt. Help me, what am I doing wrong? I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong. I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now, knowing your friendship isn't mine.. -It's not always easy to understand why the people we care about don't seem to care about us.- |
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You were mine & hers..
Monday, September 04, 200610:46 PM
Tell me..
If you have a gf/bf, you love him/her dearly.. You and that someone shared almost everything.. You thought that that someone is meant for you.. You showered that someone with love.. You cherish that someone.. Till one very fine day, you found out that that someone is cheating on you all this while.. The next thing you know, that someone asks for forgiveness and asks for another chance.. Promised to leave the third party and get together like you both used to.. You forgave that someone knowing that he'd might cheats on you again.. Then... The things that you're phobia of, happens.. That someone cheated on you again.. Getting news from someone that he/she didn't leave that third party.. Still going well with the third party behind your back.. What would you FEEL? Well, what i did & still trying to do is, to move on.. Being optimistic as possible.. But heck! It takes time.. So, I do what i like to do.. Surf, chat, sing, hang out.. Still, when you're alone, without you knowing, memories of you and that someone, keeps coming in.. What do you do? Cry.. And asks yourself if it could have been ur mistake..etc And then, that's where you're really in need of your closest friends.. Unfortunately, my dearest, closest frenz, Amin, Yan, Alif.. Just couldn't help me for possible reason.. One, dancing, the other two, working.. We talked when we had to.. But to wait for that time, i won't be at a normal state now.. Sometimes, u just can't depend on the ones your close with.. They just have their own stuff to settle.. Friends come and go.. They come to me when they're in need.. But when i desperately need someone to talk to, where are they? Pretend to be f***ing busy..etc But, fortunately, for me.. I had Armin, the nicest friend i could possibly ask for, giving me motivation & advices.. He was great.. I mean, i could still go on without his advices but motivation was much likely what i needed most.. So, he was the best in motivating me.. Thank You, Armin.. =) -Friends, sometimes you're better off without one- |
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