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All TOrn Up
Sunday, July 31, 20051:29 AM
All Torn Up
We started as friends, Then became lovers.. It all seemed so great, But it turned to hate.. My heart you once had, But it was only a fad.. You brought me to tears, Showed me my worst fears.. You moved on so quick, Without you I am sick.. Alone I feel torn.. I wish not to have been born.. -I Once Craved For Your Love When You Weren't Around- |
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I Dont Get It
Thursday, July 21, 20059:19 PM
I Dont Get It...
I'm sitting here, not having cheer. I'm crushed, and life just sucks. I've been in love, so happy and free, but then I turn back into me. Every guy just makes me cry. I shed a single tear, so sheer, as it falls to the floor, shutting a door. Ending a chapter in my life, of neverending strife. I'm not strong, and I can't hold on. I'm wishing for my knight, but I sit in fright. I'm scared that no one will ever come, and I'll be alone feeling dumb. I keep thinking I'll find the one, but that day will never be done. I keep lying to myself over and over again, because my pain will never end. I'm on the edge of breaking down, all I can do is frown. I've never felt this way, and I'm getting scared, and to ask if I may, will this ever go away? I'ts hard to hide my feelings, and to you they have no meanings. I'm broken inside, unfixable, and I can't try. Too many problems, I don't belong, and I just want to be gone. No one will miss me, and maybe I'll finally be free. I don't get it. One day life can be great, and the next it ain't. -He'll Never Understand.. No One Will..- |
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anugerah.. again..
Sunday, July 17, 20051:02 AM
Well... Here how my story goes..
On the 9th of July.. Aidil, Shahid & Me went for the Anugerah audition.. The one who gets to the next round was, no other then Aidil.. He gets through the next round too.. Till today, Aisha (Aidil's cousin), Nadiah & me went to watch him at Mediacorp Studio 8.. Believe me, u'll need a map if ur not familiar with Thomson Road area.. Well, let's get back to the story.. Unfortunately, Aidil didn't made it to the next round.. Which will be at the studio itself.. I didn't exactly understand what the judges needed.. Some who got through to the previous ones, weren't that good enough.. And i thought, Aidil has the potential of being an artiste.. Haiz.. What the heck.. I hope Aidil will face it calmly.. Even though he didn't made it, i still believe.. He'll be an icon or an idol in Malay Industry.. Well, that's for today.. I'm tired now.. *YaWnZ* -Waiting For The Right Time- |
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Anugerah!
Sunday, July 03, 200511:20 AM
Anugerah
While waiting for our turn to register, Aidil & Shahid cant stop talking crap n joke around.. I dont mind lah, but they are making lots of noise! haha! They said, its to keep da fear out of them.. But i admit lah, it works thou.. Newayz, the three of us decided to audition next Saturday which is on da 9th of July.. Coz Aidil didnt memorise some lyrics, Shahid wasnt prepared & i was too tired after standing for 2 hours plus & not having enough sleep recently.. Started to make friends over there.. Loadz and i mean LOADZ of people were there.. Dont know when it'll finish.. Well, for what i know my turn will be next week.. And i hope i'll get through it calmly, with confidence.. With Aidil & Shahid around, i should be able to do this.. They are the best! Peepz, i need your support too u know.. ;p Well, Joe is coming back frm NZ on da 5th of July.. Which is 2 more days!! Cant wait man.. Cant wait to meet him & hug him & tell him that i miss him soo much! He hasnt been in MSN for quite some time.. Was it me or him? Hmmmz.. Maybe we both are busy.. But i just cant wait for 5th of July to come! -Anugerah.. Will do my very best this time..- |
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