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sheyrasidik
read me if you can.
about the girl-next-next-door.
who is she?
Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:

affiliates
the people around her.
DylaAhmad AzuraLisha NanamiLyana Dee KakWani AbdulHakimHj
speak
silence is my sound..NOT!

archives
her past anthologies.
April 2005 April 2005
May 2005 May 2005
June 2005 June 2005
July 2005 July 2005
August 2005 August 2005
September 2005 September 2005
October 2005 October 2005
November 2005 November 2005
December 2005 December 2005
June 2006 June 2006
July 2006 July 2006
August 2006 August 2006
September 2006 September 2006
October 2006 October 2006
November 2006 November 2006
December 2006 December 2006
January 2007 January 2007
February 2007 February 2007
April 2007 April 2007
May 2007 May 2007
June 2007 June 2007
July 2007 July 2007
August 2007 August 2007
September 2007 September 2007
October 2007 October 2007
November 2007 November 2007
December 2007 December 2007
January 2008 January 2008
February 2008 February 2008
March 2008 March 2008
April 2008 April 2008
May 2008 May 2008
June 2008 June 2008
July 2008 July 2008
August 2008 August 2008
September 2008 September 2008
October 2008 October 2008
November 2008 November 2008
December 2008 December 2008
January 2009 January 2009
February 2009 February 2009
March 2009 March 2009
April 2009 April 2009
May 2009 May 2009
June 2009 June 2009
July 2009 July 2009
August 2009 August 2009
September 2009 September 2009
October 2009 October 2009
November 2009 November 2009
December 2009 December 2009
January 2010 January 2010
March 2010 March 2010
April 2010 April 2010
May 2010 May 2010
June 2010 June 2010
August 2011 August 2011
September 2011 September 2011
June 2013 June 2013
July 2013 July 2013
August 2013 August 2013
September 2013 September 2013
October 2013 October 2013
credits
clap my hands for you.
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duh~
Monday, May 30, 20054:09 PM
...[Missing Him]...

Don't know what i'm feeling now..
Had a great time on the 28th of May..
Stardom `05 peepz, you guys rawkx!
Thanks a bunch for coming down to my reunion party..

I thought with them around, i can forget him for a while..
But it's a NO..
It was so obvious til Yan from BODMAS realise it and asked, 'Ira, naper? Mcm sedih je?' malu kejap
Geez.. Yan, memang ira tgh sedih.. haiz
He's going off and i have to wait for 3 weeks to meet him..
I don't mind.. But, he doesn't have to like really make me wait..
At least, we can meet before he goes off..
tsk!
Joe, i'm dying to meet you..

Alot of things i need to think of..
But Joe, i don't wanna lose you..
I can't sleep.. Thinking of you..
If only you know..

-Craving For His Love-
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dnt know what im feelin rite now..
Sunday, May 22, 20051:30 PM
[220505]

What a day..
When i woke up, i think of him..
Think of da past..
Da days i had with him..
We can surely go far, but i know it won't be for long..
It's not that i don't love you..
It's da thoughts that i have for you made me mad at you..
I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to hurt you..
Somewhere, somehow..
There's juz a tiny space for you in my heart..
You have someone in your life right now, and so do i..
Be happy and thankful that you have someone like her..
All i can say is, be happy..
Don't let anything conquer your mind..
Be yourself.. Just don't repeat da mistakes like what u did to me..
I may be forgiving.. But will she..?
Just remember, i can forgive.. But i can't forget..

Days goes by, i'm missing you so..
My guts are telling me, 'Be who you are.. Don't let anyone or anything change you..'
So my dear one...
You're all i ever wanted..
Don't hurt me like what others might do..
Coz to me now..
You're my EVERYTHING.. Yes you are..

-Getting Over With Da Past-
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190505
Thursday, May 19, 20057:21 PM
Thursday...

Had my last paper just now..
Im soo sick.. Had flu and cough.. Haiz..
And it was so freaking tough.. blajar pon tak gune
With this kind of sickness, i didn't concentrate much.. :(
Dunno whether i can have good grades this time..
But i think i did quite well for all my practicals though.. ;p

Im SoO SiCk~~!!!
Joe!!! I Need You!!
Haiz..
How i wish he can be with me right now.. sighz

Im so tired.. So weak and so... IN NEED OF HIM!
But anyways, spent my time with Abg Amin's classmate and he, himself just now @ CP..
They were rather friendly and funny though.. ;D
They went home while me and my twin accompanied Asima..
She was waiting for her guy..
And so, we went to library.. They wanted to check their Data Comm results on the net.. After surfing this and that, finally Asima's guy came..
So, me and my twin went back home..

Can't help the feeling inside lah.. Im so lost~ Confused!
I don't really understand him..

Is it me? Or is it him?
I feel as if, i'm not loved..
Even though he said he loves me~
SoO freaking lost now.. ;<


-Love Him So..-
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being too nice..
Tuesday, May 17, 200512:04 AM
I'm Just Being Too Nice..

I think that i'm just being too nice..
But, if i don't or won't be nice..
People will think that i'm arrogant n proud,
When what i'm trying to do is..
Not to get fooled easily by others..

I'm Heartless..
Brainless..
What So Ever..!

Don't think i'm being nice, others can go & bullshit-ting around with me..
I've had enough!
Once provoked, the world's gonna turn upside down for them..

I indeed give up..
I'll do what i want, think what i wanna think, say what i wanna say, get what i want at last..
I'll leave..

I'll just go when no one needs me..

But whatever it is, friends..
Gotta tell you this..
Thanks a lot for being there when i needed you guys..

-Dragging my feet to face the fact that life is cruel-
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Wad a life!
Monday, May 16, 20056:18 PM
What Kinda Life Am i Leading To?

He cares for me, he cares for me not..
He love me, he love me not..
He's fooling around, or is he not?

Damn! This is like what i've been thinking of for days!

Sweetz, you don't have to lie..
All i want is u to be honest n sincere to me..
I will accept the fact of whatever your decision is..

Still loving you..


And To My Best Friend, Faizil..

The best ever friend i ever had..
Joking and laughing with you is a sweet memory..
But..
Thanks for lying..
I hate it when you lie..
You don't have to lie to please me..
Be yourself.. You won't regret a thing..
I'm soo upset with you..
Soo freaking upset..
I just don't know what to do now..
And who to turn to..

I still love you yah, zil..
I'd always love you as my Best Ever Friend..

-Leading a life that has always gone wrong-
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Not Okay..
Saturday, May 14, 200510:19 AM
I'm Not Okay..

I don't know why..
I feel as if i'm not important to him..
If only he knows how much i love him..
He wouldn't have hurt me this much..
Why.. Oh why..?
Have i been cursed?
Or is it fated?
For me to be in so dilemma..
Im So Not Okay..

Been wondering.. Thinking, of what to do..
Pasrah Beb!

Haiz..

Dear Sweetz,

If only you realise how much you mean to me..
I'm hurt..
But i'm trying my best not to show it..
Coz i know, you wouldn't like it..
All i want, is to be happy..
With you..

I hope you know..
Dat my heart is fully yours..
So..
Please.. Don't leave a scar on it like what others do..
I want you to be the last i'd ever have..
I need you to love me..
Dat is all..

-Hoping You'll Understand
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love him..
Thursday, May 12, 20059:44 AM
Loving You Still, Darl...

GOD!! Help Me! Just can't take it anymore! Can't help with what i'm feeling inside...

Must these things happens to me all the time?

Where else can i look for my happiness??

Sweetz, don't let me go..
I need you by my side..
I really hope u realise how much u mean to me..

Darl, don't leave me alone facing all the challenges..

I can't help it.. I love you so much..

I cried all night long..
Just to see u smile once again..
I promise to be there for you when you need me..
Just don't leave me...
Coz...

I love you so...

-Tears of love-

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stardom 05
Sunday, May 01, 20059:02 PM



STARDOM `05

Xtra-Tainment..
Da group that has lives up da atmosphere of Singapore Poly's Convention Hall..

I didn't know what to say..
The audience went wild..
I was glad we made it..
We made through da finals.. Everything..
In the end, we won..
Congratz Aidil.. You're the best..

Thx for giving me da support and everything..
Thx a lot.. Without you, i wouldn't have made it this far..
You were great.. The audience too..
Thx to all da supporters out there who have encourage n support me..
Thk u all.. I'm soo glad we did it, Aidil..

May Allah bless Xtra-Tainment..

-Tears Of Joy-



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