i was hurt..
Friday, September 16, 200512:38 PM
Torn & Sick
Didn't attend school fer da past 2 days.. Been having bad migraines.. N Now, im having sore throat.. Haiz.. To think back, itz useless to cry n cry, to think n think about others who doesnt appreciate u.. Frankly, im hurt.. Damn hurt.. Again.. It keeps happening to me.. I dont know why.. Sometimes i feel as if im gonna be his but sometimes i dont.. He can be a loving n caring guy but sometimes he can juz change to whoever he wants to be.. I juz dont understand him.. He says he loves me and the next day he says, 'u can give another chance to ur ex'.. Why would i give him another chance when all i want is YOU! Guess, he doesnt understand me enough huh.. Well, wad else can i say? Im too weak to stand up and face the fact dat.. He doesnt care.. No one does.. N never will.. Im not sure wadz next fer me.. Maybe he'll juz ignore me fer all he wants.. Im tired.. Really really tired.. Come to think of it, migraine is da outcome.. I really dont know wad else to do.. Bear with da pain like i used to do~
-Life Can Be Great Today & The Next Thing You Know, Your Heart's Bleeding-
|