Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:
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jujur by radja
Tuesday, September 27, 20055:22 PM
Jujur By Radja
Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku Dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti Sedikit rasa yang bisa kumengerti Bukan sumpah atau janji Buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta Setulus hatimu bisa menerima Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki Bukan sekedar bersama Jujurlah padaku, bila kau tak lagi cinta Tinggalkanlah aku, bila tak mungkin bersama Jauhi diriku.. lupakanlah aku.. Jujurlah padaku, bila kau tak lagi suka Tinggalkanlah aku, bila tak mungkin bersama Jauhi diriku.. lupakanlah aku.. selamanya -A Very Very Meaningful Song To Me- |
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Rasli
5:20 PM
 My Dearest Friend, Rasli.. You'll always be in my mind.. |
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life's totally empty..
8:56 AM
Happy + Sad
My dearest best friend, Rasli, is going to be Single + Unavailable soon.. Frankly, i dunno wad to feel.. Da jealousy is there.. I like diz guy so much.. But too bad.. Wad can i do.. Maybe patching up with his ex is da best thing to do.. Seriously, i've never fall fer my very own best friend.. Esp diz great guy here.. He's always der wen i needed someone to talk to.. Share my probs wit.. Giving me advices.. He's such a nice guy.. I REALLY hope his ex will treasure him diz time.. I'll juz be praying fer his happiness.. Forgive me if im unable to take away on how i feel fer u.. Ur someone so special to me whom i wont forget, EVER! Ur da greatest & bestest fren ive eva had.. Fakhrin has somehow changed.. I can see da differences in him.. He's putting me aside, datz fer sure.. Im not sure y.. But wadeva it is, im sure he did it fer a reason.. Itz juz dat, he's keeping things from me.. Haiz.. Life is indeed sux.. I hate to feel da way of how he's treating me.. Using me.. Datz da word.. Look fer me wen in need, leave me wen im not in need.. Ive got no say.. If being juz as a fren to him makes life much better, den datz da way it would be.. Coz i cant stand waiting, hunger fer his love.. Letz juz go wit da flow.. -I May Be Nothing To Him- |
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my mum's sick..
Friday, September 23, 200512:28 PM
My Mum Needs To Go For A Surgery
Mama hasn't been doing good.. Yesterday she didn't go for work.. She complained about having headaches and her throat hurts.. I wanted to accompany her to her company's clinic but i was late for school.. So, i met her at home after dat.. I asked her wad did da doc said.. She told me dat her throat needs to go for a surgery.. There's somethin growing inside.. Im sooo scared.. Also, she won't be able to talk for a week if da operation is successful.. Im juz scared dat things won't work out da way it's planned.. Now, she's waiting for her company's approval.. She continues to work though, as she's feeling a lil better.. But im afraid.. Im afraid dat i'll lose her.. Guyz, please pray for her health.. You guyz are indeed like her own children.. I'll update u guyz if da surgery is confirmed.. -Dying in da inside- |
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unknown remix did it!
Sunday, September 18, 200511:58 AM
 The Unknown RemixNot in pic, Zaihar From left: Amin, Zuhri, Hakim, Jufri & Tajjlee They did it! 3rd place! And that was awesome! They got da medals, da cheques, da fans.. EVERYTHING! Was shouting and cheerin fer them, Nu X's, Kimi, Groove, Shazran, Elly, almost all da finalists.. They were damn awesome! I bet da judges had had da difficult times.. Fountain Of Wealth were full of humans.. So crowded! Still, it was unbelievable.. Im so happy fer da Unknown Remix, Kimi & Groove.. Well done guyz! Congratz! -No.1 Fan Of The Unknown Remix- |
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i was hurt..
Friday, September 16, 200512:38 PM
Torn & Sick
Didn't attend school fer da past 2 days.. Been having bad migraines.. N Now, im having sore throat.. Haiz.. To think back, itz useless to cry n cry, to think n think about others who doesnt appreciate u.. Frankly, im hurt.. Damn hurt.. Again.. It keeps happening to me.. I dont know why.. Sometimes i feel as if im gonna be his but sometimes i dont.. He can be a loving n caring guy but sometimes he can juz change to whoever he wants to be.. I juz dont understand him.. He says he loves me and the next day he says, 'u can give another chance to ur ex'.. Why would i give him another chance when all i want is YOU! Guess, he doesnt understand me enough huh.. Well, wad else can i say? Im too weak to stand up and face the fact dat.. He doesnt care.. No one does.. N never will.. Im not sure wadz next fer me.. Maybe he'll juz ignore me fer all he wants.. Im tired.. Really really tired.. Come to think of it, migraine is da outcome.. I really dont know wad else to do.. Bear with da pain like i used to do~ -Life Can Be Great Today & The Next Thing You Know, Your Heart's Bleeding- |
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had a great day yest..
Friday, September 02, 20052:12 PM
He Was HOT!
Went out to meet Fakhrin at ard 2.30pm, Orchard.. Dat was our first meeting.. He's a good-lookin guy, i say.. I wouldn't be stared or jealous at when im with him.. Other girls will be like, 'OMG! Dat guy's a cutie and dat gurl's so not fit to be walking beside him..! I think i should be the one with him!' Ok lah, wadever.. Went out with him to catch a scary movie, Saint Ange.. Was scared dat i would scream, i took my jacket to cover my face.. Fakhrin was like laughing.. Silly him! I told him dat i would do dat if we were to watch some scary movie.. We had our lunch at Long John's Silver before dat.. He paid fer everything! And i was like feeling guilty coz i was the one who asked him out.. Couldn't stand of boredom, so was he.. So i planned to ask him out lah.. Da movie ended at ard 7.. He was late fer his soccer match at Chua Chu Kang.. I told him to just go straight to Chua Chu Kang instead of sending me to Youth Park to meet my god bro.. So, i sent him to Orchard control station and dat was it.. Had so much fun with him even though we didnt talk much.. I was tired.. Couldn't be blame, can i? Newayz, met my god bro at Cineleisure to have our dinner and window shopping before going back to Youth Park to meet some members of B.A.D, Hakim & Zaihar.. After da lepakings there, my abg angkat, Hakim & me went home.. Wad a tiring day.. Didn't went to skool today.. Had a bad migraine.. Haiz.. Anywayz, Fakhrin.. I enjoyed every single moment we spent yesterday.. I'll treasure it.. Thx alot! -HopingToMeetHimAgain! LOL!- |
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