after so long..
Saturday, August 13, 200512:52 PM
Im here today, to write new things that happened in my life.. Btw, "abg" Hyder.. Sorrylah.. Ive juz recovered from flu, cough & migraine.. Today, i wont disappoint you.. LOL! Ok, here it goes..
Well, like always.. Life has been a f***ed up one for me.. BUT.. Ive met someone who really appreciate me & really care for me.. Unfortunately, juz as a fren.. But, in any ways, i dont wanna put any high hopes even though if he said he has feelings for me.. DANGEROUS! I admit, i like him.. Juz da way he is.. I feel comfortable with him.. But maybe i need time to get to know him much much better.. Maybe, its da sign of a new beginning..! Well, who knows..?
Now, Joe wants me back in his life.. I dont know.. I dont have da answers yet.. Im too afraid to fall in love with a good lookin guy like him.. Maybe after what he did to me, i juz cant accept it.. Haiz.. I admit, i still do love him.. BUT.. The feelings aint da same.. Im scared.. Too scared to be with anyone.. Joe, if ur reading diz by any chance.. I hope u understand.. Somewhere in my heart, u still have it.. But not like those days we've gone through.. I really really need u to prove to me that ur worth giving another chance..
-Trying To Begin A New Life-
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