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sheyrasidik
read me if you can.
about the girl-next-next-door.
who is she?
Nursyahirah A.S
hits 26 years of age when November 2013 comes.
loves to read, sing, gigging, jamming and hangouts.
would love to travel around the world.
passionate about music.
friends and families mean everything to her.
..last but not the very least, i'm Married.. to my job. (:

affiliates
the people around her.
DylaAhmad AzuraLisha NanamiLyana Dee KakWani AbdulHakimHj
speak
silence is my sound..NOT!

archives
her past anthologies.
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June 2013 June 2013
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August 2013 August 2013
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October 2013 October 2013
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Monday, August 29, 20059:31 PM

Unknown Remix

Brief intro of the Unkown Remix:

From left..

  • Zaihar (squads down)
  • Tajlee
  • Hakim
  • Zuhri
  • Amin (squads down)
  • Jufri

They were HOT! They were FANTASTIC! U guyz rawkz man! They were UNBELIEVABLE!
I'm speechless.. I don't know what to say..

Actually, i thought of cancelling my plan to watch Unknown Remix perform last Saturday.. Wasn't in da right mood..
But luckily, i went.. I didn't regret at all! They were absolutely gorgeous! Hakz!
But anyways, went home late dat night.. Waited for my mum for an hour to go for our supper.. Luckily, my bro, taj & hakim were understanding..
At around 10pm.. Finally, my mum reached da place where we were suppose to meet.. And then, we went to eat near esplanade..
Taj is cute.. Hakim is an absolute joker phreak.. N my bro's a sweet guy.. Da 3 of them couldn't just stop cracking jokes around.. OMG! And i just can't stop laughing! LOL! They were great.. That is all i can say..
Well, anywayz.. Reached dat place and there goes da hungry fellas..
Anyways, my mum n Hakim didn't eat.. My mum usually tastes da foods while Hakim, is just a fussy freak.. Haha! Well, dat's da fact.. He won't eat at those mamak shop.. Anyways, after dat we went home.. Hakim & Taj took da bus home together while me, my mum, my sis & amin(my bro) took da train..
Me Amin were talking & talking.. We couldn't just stop talking lah.. He just have so much news to share.. A day won't be enough.. At last, he dropped at Hougang.. N went home.. Dat was it.. Hakz.. Nothing much to talk about.. Not much story to tell..

-Tears Behind Those Laughters-
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On My Own
Friday, August 19, 200511:22 AM
On My Own - The Used

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

-This Song Is Partly About Me-
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itz all about him..
Wednesday, August 17, 20056:23 PM
I Cant Stand The Feeling I Feel Inside

What can i do?
Telah aku cuba utk melupakan dirimu..
Tapi apakan daya ku..
Kau tetap menguasai fikiranku..
Aku mengharapkan agar engkau memahami keinginan hati ini..

Again, a sad story to start and end..
Im sorry..
I dont know what else to do to ease the pain..
He's been on my mind..
Even though he knows what i feel, he'll still treat me as a friend..
Im lucky..
Im sorry, dear friend..
It's way too difficult to take you off my mind even for a sec..

You really mean a lot to me..
And for that, i'll try to put aside those feelings..
And just treat you as a friend..
A very good friend of mine..
I've found out..
You're too good for me..


Aku menyedari..
Aku tak layak berada disisimu..
Aku hanyalah seorang wanita biasa yang sentiasa bermimpi utk merasa cinta seorang putera impian...

Hanya buatmu yang diingati selalu..

Hadirmu bagai cahaya
Damai resah dan gelora
Hati kita satu walau lara melanda
Asmara cinta
Tiada hujungnya

Hati pujuklah perasaan
Jauhi segala kesangsian
Cinta walau pun berjauhan
Kan ku kenang senyuman
Kerinduan ku masih
Kepada mu kekasih

Hati pujuklah perasaan
Jauhi segala keraguan
Sayang untukmu kukorbankan
Demi satu harapan
kepangkuan mu kasih
Keranamu kekasih

Dan keyakinan ku masih
Kepadamu kekasih

-Ku Redha Dan Terus Kembali Ke Bumi Yang Nyata-

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after so long..
Saturday, August 13, 200512:52 PM
Im here today, to write new things that happened in my life..
Btw, "abg" Hyder.. Sorrylah.. Ive juz recovered from flu, cough & migraine..
Today, i wont disappoint you.. LOL!
Ok, here it goes..

Well, like always.. Life has been a f***ed up one for me..
BUT..
Ive met someone who really appreciate me & really care for me..
Unfortunately, juz as a fren.. But, in any ways, i dont wanna put any high hopes even though if he said he has feelings for me.. DANGEROUS!
I admit, i like him.. Juz da way he is.. I feel comfortable with him..
But maybe i need time to get to know him much much better..
Maybe, its da sign of a new beginning..! Well, who knows..?

Now, Joe wants me back in his life..
I dont know.. I dont have da answers yet..
Im too afraid to fall in love with a good lookin guy like him..
Maybe after what he did to me, i juz cant accept it..
Haiz..
I admit, i still do love him..
BUT..
The feelings aint da same..
Im scared.. Too scared to be with anyone..
Joe, if ur reading diz by any chance..
I hope u understand..
Somewhere in my heart, u still have it..
But not like those days we've gone through..
I really really need u to prove to me that ur worth giving another chance..

-Trying To Begin A New Life-
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