Dinner N Dance
Sunday, June 05, 200512:03 AM
Dinner & Dance 2005
I had a great time.. Except for the time when Aidil & Dian had their duet.. I didnt know why.. Tears went down my cheeks out of a sudden.. Was it because im jealous that the organisers didnt invite me..? Coz we're Xtra-Tainment after all.. Or was it because im jealous that somehow, there's chemistry between them? Geez.. This cant be happening.. Amin(my twin), saw it.. He told my mum and the rest who's sitting around the table was looking at me and said, 'Relax gurl.. I know how u feel..' My mum just smiled when my twin said, 'Ira, dont cry.. Aidil will see.. And your make-up will smudge.. Pls Ira..' I told him i couldnt take it.. It came suddenly.. Aidil, im not blaming you.. I still love our Xtra-Tainment.. Do we really have to break up..? I did have crush on him when we were in Stardom`05.. But do i still have those kinda feelings, still...? A question that has no answer to it..
My Baby's flying off to New Zealand tomorrow.. He'll be having his training there for 3 weeks.. I really hope time passes by quickly.. Im gonna miss him whole damn much! Sweetz, i still love you no matter what happens.. I know we can get through thick & thins together.. I have faith in you darl..
-Just Me, Acting To Be Normal When No One Knows What Im Going Though-
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